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I suck at losing weight. 2.5kg to lose. cw: 47.4kg | gw: 45.5kg | ugw: 45kg

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Did 5k steps but ate shit and had 2 beers.

Made good money.

Kinda want a break tomorrow my leg is killing lol

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5k steps and im done urghhh

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Steps time!

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There was a birthday. There was halloumi.

Cake. And a beer.

We try again tomorrow.

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Ain't no way im doing 10k though, 3k thats all I can be bothered to do lol

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Today hasn't been too bad. Food wise and I made money again 💖 thanks universe!

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Why do I have to go out. Whyyyyyy

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And kfc. And a twix finger.

I failed.

Again. All because I shouldn't have streamed. All because I pushed myself too hard because I got greedy and my body was in pain.

All because I get scared that I won't make enough money next month so I have to push myself to make more

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I had one cottage cheese and a beer.

Legs are killing. I shouldn't have streamed, I lost balance. I gotta sober up before partner comes home

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I can do it today, I know I can. I can do it.

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@Hcp5ov @anareminder Same!!

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@babyllise @anareminder It used to take me 1h 50 min but for some reason now it takes me 2.5h 🫠

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@anareminder It takes me 2.5 hours to do 10k pacing my apartment :(

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@sickanqel Mine is 1329 🤣

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@Daena34166961 @sickanqel Same. Short people are discriminated against

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4.30am. Time to weigh myself.

Today I have to deficit.. please listen to yourself...

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I can't believe at one point I was 45.4kg or whatever.

Like how was that real. How did I do that?

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@minroscs Do we ever truly leave

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Please let me be 47.4kg tomorrow again.

Not 48kg like today 🫠

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Fuck me im undisciplined.

Maybe if I focus purely on losing tomorrow. Like 800 cals only. 500 cal deficit. No focus on money.

Just feeling good in my body, fasting, stretching etc.. i mean I made enough money this month. Which is a blessing