And she confirmed I could pick up today like I feel so bad rn for making this staff search around but they could've just told me it wasn't ready ๐ญ๐ญ
I even called them to confirm I could pick it up after they didn't send me a confirmation email, plus it took me so many tries to get through to the right person ๐ญ๐ญ
I am truly envious of people with emotionally stable x supportive parents. Because wow what an experience to be emotionally attacked by a parent that you make time and effort to be there for.
It's sad that in moments like these I hate how I can identify my own negative traits.. that I am indeed their child and shame on me for doing that to people I love because of this ingrained experience.