It’s not even the person I’m hurting over. it’s what I went through bcos of him. Years of disrespect, being neglected financially and emotionally. to the point I started hating myself for putting up with it again and again. That’s the part I can’t shake off.
Tbh migrating sounds so good rn. either NZ or Australia. I just want to reset and get away from all the toxic people here. New environment, new people, a real fresh start🤷🏼♀️