talia

20 ❊ my personal ed diary ❊ 5'7

[talia @hellsdisorder]

About me updated 🪴

♡ 19
♡ pisces
♡ they/she pronouns pls :)
♡ plant/cat mom
♡ biracial 🇳🇬/🇮🇪

[talia @hellsdisorder]

someone called me early 2000s skinny last night i nearly passed out

[talia @hellsdisorder]

can’t talk rn i’m too busy rubbing my fingers together to see if this coke is actually diet

[talia @hellsdisorder]

i be so happy to lose a few pounds till i realize my ugw wont come with the boob job too 😐

[Kymona @kymonsfw]

My body is the type where its visible if I gained 5lbs and visible if I lost it this is why I be so stressed 😭

[talia @hellsdisorder]

@omenvent you look so good papi !!

[adalia ♱ @magdaelne]

the fact that skinny is in rn is scaring me bc i dont want everyone else to start losing weight THATS MY THING!!!

[talia @hellsdisorder]

BC from today but i haven’t had a scale in months so can y’all be honest and tell me how much you think i weigh (posed but not sucking in)

[talia @hellsdisorder]

today i went into a dressing room with my best friend and watched her be too small for a size 00 jeans and when she tried on the 000 they still had room and nothing has motivated me more than that

[talia @hellsdisorder]

sorry i’ve been mia i’ve been on a binge cycle and trying not to kms

[talia @hellsdisorder]

i’ve been averaging 15k steps a day at my new job :)))

[talia @hellsdisorder]

got a new job and the restaurant is so big i’m doing so much walking !!!

[talia @hellsdisorder]

omad trader joe’s chicken soup dumplings practically every day

[talia @hellsdisorder]

i’m so scared to get back on birth control bc what if it makes me gain weight

[talia @hellsdisorder]

@stonerexic69 this is the truest thing ever

[talia @hellsdisorder]

@neptunella yes pls