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23••Just trying to get by. •• Shoot me a message if you need help with anything ❤️

[☁️ @helpme10011]

For the past few months, every time I look in a mirror I wonder-
•Why would anyone want to be my friend
•Why would anyone want to date me
•Why would anyone want to love me
•Why would anyone want to talk to me....

I can't think of a single reason why

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I'm so tired of being tired. Nobody gets it.

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I feel like I'm losing my goddamn mind for no reason

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I don't know how you can sit there and smile like nothing happened

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Why am I always so fucking stupid

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I dont understand why the most important people in my life ghost me when I need them most

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I'm forced to adhere to a lifestyle that doesn't align with what my mind needs to function. It's so fucking aggravating and you do nothing to help

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Every time I reach out for support I feel like suddenly everyone disappears

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Is there anybody out there?

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Why is it that my "number one" never considers me theirs

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Idk why I'm surprised, this happens every time

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I'm so tired. And I'm so tired of not being seen.

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While you're laughing at me I'm crying on the other end of the phone...

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I feel like I don't have anyone to talk to about my day to day stuff anymore

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Today's the kind of day where I feel lonely even in a room full of people

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I wish you were as excited about me as I am about you...

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You are what I look forward to every day

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😞I wish you were here but I'm not sure you'd care anyway

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Lately, every time I drink I miss you

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I'm so horny for you 🤤