i highly recommend you find yourself a clingy (healthy) lovey dovey partner who's super excited about you. Life is too short to spend it with someone who act like showing love is a chore.
I’m a lover girl. I want to be so drowned in real, genuine love. I love romance, I love clinginess, I love intimacy, I love being affectionate , I love dates, I love the flowers. I want it all. I don’t want anything mediocre or surface level. That is not for me!