Muse intro I guess??
(Where Henry didn’t pull the trigger but got stuck in his dream like state)
Henry letham
Age:21
Pronouns: he/him
Sexuality: bisexual (bc I’m bi im making him bi)
Idk what else
(I’m open to dms and pls interact with me!)
I’ll answer questions
@dinerross [Henry enjoys this, he’s also slightly flushed being so close to another. He feels the vibrations of the other man’s voice telling him goodnight. His eyes fluttering closed he then mumbles]
“Goodnight..”
[he found his comfort and peace, he wants to stay like this forever]
@dinerross [Henry makes his way to the bed and climbs in, he shimmies his way into Olegs’ arms, leaving space for the both of them to move around if uncomfortable. He’s smiling to himself, wow…this is great]
@dinerross “No not really..I’ll take whatever side you don’t take”
[henry is giddy knowing that tonight he won’t be so alone, that he will wake up with someone in the morning, that things are gonna be different]
@dinerross [he giggles softly at Oleg and his pajamas, he thinks he looks ridiculous in them but he can’t help himself and move closer to Oleg just to be near him he then speaks]
“Yeah, looking pretty snazzy!”
[he then yawns, a sign of sleepiness]
@dinerross [henry smiles to himself seeing Oleg storm off, he likes this feeling. It’s different from being upset and feeling alone most of the time. He waits and gives the man his privacy, he then tells himself]
“I want this….”
@dinerross [he feels warmer knowing what he’s gonna say]
“Thanks again Oleg…”
[he pauses and contemplates, then it seems like he’s decided to just say it]
“I…uhm…I don’t want to let you go…yknow…I want to stay close.”
@dinerross [henry is happy for once, today was harsh on him, but the thought of being separated made him slightly upset, he didn’t want that, he felt so much comfort in Oleg he didn’t want to let it go by separating physically, he takes Olegs hand and squeezes it slightly]
@dinerross [thinking what to say he’s staring at Oleg, taking in every touch, the tentative applications of the creams and the wrapping of bandages. His face get flushed from the thought of this but he startles himself by answering]
“I’d like that…”
[he cannot believe he said that]
@dinerross [henry is a little puzzled, he feels slightly warm at the admission. He thinks about it deeply, he wants that concern, he wants him to care for him, he wants to feel like he can lean on Oleg. His head feels a little fuzzy trying to think again]
@dinerross “Thank you for…everything today.” [he speaks quietly]
[his mind is only focused on the present that he doesn’t notice the fact he doesn’t hear voices nor sees visions, how…wonderful?]
“You’ve really done enough today…I kind of feel bad…for making you do all this”
@dinerross [despite showcasing how vulnerable he was, he acknowledges the fact it’s all leaving his mind. More relaxed, more relieved and situated. He’s starting to enjoy the presence of Oleg, it almost makes him sick that he cares so much for Henry, he then decides to speak]
@dinerross [henry nods his head]
“Ok…”
[the statement made by the man threw him off guard, but at this point the main concern was his burns, looking at them made him crave a cigarette but he left the pack at home, how unfortunate. He lets Oleg lead him to wherever he needs to be]
@dinerross [he feels so vulnerable, and soft, almost childlike, he feels like he wants to cry just even thinking about he but he cannot. He shakes his head, he stares at Oleg, wondering what he will say]
@dinerross [his arm twitches slightly, a sign of pain from where Oleg is tracing his burns, it stings, tender and it makes him feel fragile. he doesn’t want to admit it but he can tell the man is sincere either his concerns]
“They hurt…” [he take a moment]
“Everything hurts….”
@dinerross [henry is still hesitant, but he thinks about the fact person cares so much to be concerned to even retrieve him from that bridge. That fucking bridge, he finally makes the decision to put on the t-shirt and move towards Oleg. He awkwardly reaches his arm out]
@dinerross [he struggles to find words, he parts his lips to speak but only a breath is taken. He finally looks Oleg in the eyes and stutters]
“No…please don’t..”
[he doesn’t want to talk, he REALLY doesn’t want to talk about this]
@dinerross [henry flinches, mostly because he hates the fact that there was no out of this now, he shuffles back slightly, becoming uncomfortable, and his mind starts racing. why now? How silly of him to forget he did this to himself the night before]