My problem is that I forget what I had in mind as soon as I try to draw it. Visualising my thoughts is pretty hard for me. It's just a vague idea and I can't solidify it. The initial thought also adapts it's appearance to what I draw
pro tip: most yt art tutorials are buns 💔 there's some useful ones but most youtubers don't have a developed skill in teaching so you can only learn so much with them. if you really want to learn faster and more practically i reccommend reading and copying actual books/pdfs
on twitter you can post the most random bullshit and get thousands of likes and thirty new followers from god knows where but the second you dare to post art you've spent hours on you get 13 likes and everyone but your friends is dead. your 20min doodles will get more attention
so cruel yet so fascinating how you'll have to literally rewire your brain after a certain event while the other person goes on to live their life completely unaffected
Closure often comes in the form of media actually. Not online relationship coaches but I’m talking books, cartoons, t.v shows, etc. I’ve gained so much clarity by simply watching power puff girls. If you’re a media connoisseur, you get it