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اللهم صل على سيدنا محمد

[. @hesyjayy]

Dad .
i never once forget you . al-fatihah

[. @hesyjayy]

how can eh people know so much about me

[. @hesyjayy]

manifest yang paling keras ya Allah

[ref @xfilestt]

imagine being loved the way u love

[. @hesyjayy]

Oh Allah, please take these feelings away gently. I’m tired of fighting a feeling that I know I can no longer hold on to. Teach my heart to let go of what You have already taken away from my life.

[. @hesyjayy]

I'm tired. Tired of having to remind myself to walk away from someone I still love. knowing that he doesnt love me anymore. Tired of telling myself that our chapter ended a long time ago & no matter how much I miss him, getting back together is something I can no longer hope for

[. @hesyjayy]

Maybe just maybe I miss having someone to depend on. that’s why I fall for him so easily all over again 😔

[. @hesyjayy]

Brunei trip was a huge mistake this year. I was already fully moved on, til boleh talk to him freely without feeling anything. But the moment fadh started treating me the way he used to, being a provider & showing me acts of services. guess my heart wasn't as healed as I thought

[sijuadeeee🍒 @ivy_2638]

I really wish I had a place to go every time I feel like disappearing

[. @hesyjayy]

oh Allah, why do you still let me have feelings for him 😔

[. @hesyjayy]

your name doesn’t excite me anymore

[. @hesyjayy]

Bestnya berlapang dada. Like okay at least you were honest so I won’t expect too much. Ehehe. At least now I know where this is going and I can move accordingly

[. @hesyjayy]

here we go again

[ً @finallybye]

let it END. you’ll be okay.

[. @hesyjayy]

Tapi ya la. Anything that disturbs my peace, I need to learn how to handle it wisely.

[. @hesyjayy]

wow dearself ! never expect me being direct like that

[. @hesyjayy]

me totally berserah dengan tuhan about this

[. @hesyjayy]

but itula. too many things jadi penghalang. being together again macam mustahil untuk berlaku

[. @hesyjayy]

memang cair betul suda hati sia kalah tu ice cream mcd 🥹

[. @hesyjayy]

Bayangkan eh hari first dah bagi food, money and toileteries. astu the second day he drove around the town and belanja me drinks while the last day he help me with my tayar and feed me a breakfast.

[. @hesyjayy]

as me being independent, kena provide food & money plus act of services ni memang betul mencairkan jiwaa 🥺🫶🏻

[. @hesyjayy]

Fall in love with his provider side 💓

[. @hesyjayy]

Baruu jumpa tadi sekali suda mantan terindah sia bagi mcd, duit dan toiletries