wolfy

i walk the earth after dark

[wolfy @hexiechild]

white foam crowning the wave he called the dare. primal fear that rids one of every useless quibble. the hand that suddenly has no problem letting go of it all.

[wolfy @hexiechild]

in the land of the dark meadows the flowers were rotting in the absence of the sun. a light instilled itself in my chest. it gleamed and fell down, making the wastelands home, making them mine again

[wolfy @hexiechild]

a key that is slowly turning in the lock of mastery's door

[wolfy @hexiechild]

there's a hunger at the end of winter; to begin again, to start for the very first time, to move as if nothing was ever lost, maybe in trivial pursuit of a feeling long gone

[wolfy @hexiechild]

the sad resting hours of the afternoon

[wolfy @hexiechild]

only feeling sane walking down dark streets in the biting cold and light rain

[wolfy @hexiechild]

at the end of hope
finding brown, maroon and olive green
torn muscle and ligament
promises that only bend
far enough down my road

[wolfy @hexiechild]

at the end of hope
finding songbirds with sore throats
grim reapers, fallen souls
a chart of teenage violence
signed with blood and bruise

[wolfy @hexiechild]

there is one story that started it all. the original hurt.

[wolfy @hexiechild]

all I do is cry & shop

[wolfy @hexiechild]

saving up thousands of money to build a cartoon-like tower in the woods

[wolfy @hexiechild]

as the last leaves fall of the big trees theres a new pain at the edge of my shoulderblade

[wolfy @hexiechild]

my love will be gone when eternity ends

[wolfy @hexiechild]

autumns chill froze me where I stood
my bittersweet summer left so soon

[wolfy @hexiechild]

the glory gory ways of being

[wolfy @hexiechild]

anniversary of the horrors #MyXAnniversary

[wolfy @hexiechild]

i sit in the dark at night and get an inkling about my life being precious and unforeseen

[wolfy @hexiechild]

the planes passing by the window, nightly walks round the hospital grounds – the world works in schedules outside of my periphery

[wolfy @hexiechild]

being scared of death is entirely misguided, before we were born we were dead for an eternity. we did not care

[wolfy @hexiechild]

the rules hang over us
like impending doom