all i really have is myself. but who am i supposed to turn to when i lose myself? because honestly it feels like i’m almost there once again. all that hard work to be better did not pay off.
always suppressed my emotions because the people around me taught me that i wasn’t allowed to express myself. the second i believed that i finally found someone i can express myself went completely left. they reminded me of the very people i once cried to them 1/2
then about because of what was said to me when i tried expressing how i felt. now all that that has taught me was everyone is the same so it’s best if i just hold everything in and never let anyone that close again.
How does one learn to not necessarily forget the past but forgive. Like not be angry with the world based on what happened in the past. How do we grow as an individual and heal our soul and spirit….
what’s the most fucked up movie you’ve ever watched? (don’t spoil it for me bc I want to watch them 🤣) I love odd, obscure movies that leave me sitting there like, “wtf did I just watch”