At this point in life I don't even know what to do anymore or what to even think about... Everything's so messy and unpredictable... Going with the flow doesn't seem to work...
Don't know anything.... Not feeling like it... This anxiety it's happening again and don't know why... Not able to study or concentrate everything's taking so much time and energy... I don't even have that left in me anymore....
Days were going good... Ugh why these thoughts are coming again not now please.. I'm tired just wanna sleep, my eyes feel heavy.... Please just go stop overthinking nothing's gonna happen... You are alright....
Things are going a bit better maybe but don't know why I am back to square one again.... With sleepless nights and overthinking...... Tired of it all....
I love you and I can't leave you I can't live without you that is what she wanted to say but all she could do was cry as she didn't want to hurt him anymore.....
The thing people don't want to turn their back on is that they want to be with you and love you it's just the situation no matter how hard they try they end up hurting the one they loved/ do love the most......
If you think something is wrong and why me just think that god is always there he is not doing anything to you but for you for your betterment maybe it's the right decision just trust God and his process...