Relationships set me back. I lose my focus and sometimes even myself and I can't afford that right now. I do so much better alone.. and it's so much more to life! My time will come.
The last ngga I let in was literally the LAST ngga. I’m coo on situationships, relationships, friendships, all of it. You nggas do not play fair when it come to a mf feelings. It’s like y’all beg a mf to fwu only to turn around & start acting weird asf. If I already explained to you wtf I’ve been through, told you I ain’t wanna go through that sht again. Why tf would you even attempt to put me through it? My trust so fcked up I don’t believe sht a ngga say. Y’all don’t know how to genuinely fw people.🤏🏾🤌🏾
I think one of the saddest things about me is how long I can carry emotional pain without anybody noticing.I will still laugh. Still answer texts.Still show up.Still make people feel loved. All while quietly falling apart in ways nobody thinks to ask about.