It's all about Qadr, don't feed your heart with unnecessary anxiety , live your life at peace , knowing that " what's meant for you will reach you , even if it's beneath two mountains and what's not meant for you will miss you , even if it's between your two lips".
Tahajjud is no joke, Wallahi it’s a miracle, asked Allah for something that felt impossible two nights ago and He made it happen. ya Allah your mercy leaves me speechless.
always remember that Allah chose your current situation for you, don’t be sad or angry, Allah knows what is best for you, and He will give you what is best for you, even if it takes time. every person, experience, gift, loss, and pain is sent to you to bring you closer to Allah