🐉 Holden Green ☭ weirder.earth/@holden 🇨🇺🇨🇳🍥

Gen Z Advocate, California Libre

Future expat

Drafting the revolution!

Unemployed 😢

🇱🇾🇰🇵🇻🇳🇵🇸🇮🇪🇲🇽🇮🇳🇷🇺🇻🇪

[🐉 Holden Green ☭ weirder.earth/@holden 🇨🇺🇨🇳🍥 @hgreenlab]

I'm going to start a gradual transition away from abusive, proprietary & capitalistic companies like Twitter and Facebook.

My WIP website is https://t.co/r0aOqj1YG0 and my #Mastodon is https://t.co/4S6zSNEfGB

I'm taking steps to improve my #netizen life.
#FOSS #decentralization

[🐉 Holden Green ☭ weirder.earth/@holden 🇨🇺🇨🇳🍥 @hgreenlab]

yeah that's what's happening I can't sleep rn

[🐉 Holden Green ☭ weirder.earth/@holden 🇨🇺🇨🇳🍥 @hgreenlab]

no man no I need to go to sleep

[🐉 Holden Green ☭ weirder.earth/@holden 🇨🇺🇨🇳🍥 @hgreenlab]

dudes idk I don't want to die I think I really don't.

I need to fixnl things somehow.

[🐉 Holden Green ☭ weirder.earth/@holden 🇨🇺🇨🇳🍥 @hgreenlab]

@Yeti1181 the antipsycotic was two years ago

[🐉 Holden Green ☭ weirder.earth/@holden 🇨🇺🇨🇳🍥 @hgreenlab]

can someone help me please

[🐉 Holden Green ☭ weirder.earth/@holden 🇨🇺🇨🇳🍥 @hgreenlab]

that's what's happening too

[🐉 Holden Green ☭ weirder.earth/@holden 🇨🇺🇨🇳🍥 @hgreenlab]

I also haven't slept in a long time so I'm prob damaging myself.

[🐉 Holden Green ☭ weirder.earth/@holden 🇨🇺🇨🇳🍥 @hgreenlab]

I need some way to fix this because I don't want to die

[🐉 Holden Green ☭ weirder.earth/@holden 🇨🇺🇨🇳🍥 @hgreenlab]

everything was so much richer I swear.

[🐉 Holden Green ☭ weirder.earth/@holden 🇨🇺🇨🇳🍥 @hgreenlab]

it hollowed shit out to the point it can't be recoverable

[🐉 Holden Green ☭ weirder.earth/@holden 🇨🇺🇨🇳🍥 @hgreenlab]

how could people give out drugs like that without ever being on them.

[🐉 Holden Green ☭ weirder.earth/@holden 🇨🇺🇨🇳🍥 @hgreenlab]

@Yeti1181 I did too much drugs and stuff and she put my on antipsychotics,

before that people tried to traffic me....

[🐉 Holden Green ☭ weirder.earth/@holden 🇨🇺🇨🇳🍥 @hgreenlab]

maybe I can survive this somehow

[🐉 Holden Green ☭ weirder.earth/@holden 🇨🇺🇨🇳🍥 @hgreenlab]

I think I told myself to survive things,
I don't know if I can.

[🐉 Holden Green ☭ weirder.earth/@holden 🇨🇺🇨🇳🍥 @hgreenlab]

I think I need to die.... I don't know why anyone would want to do this to me.

[🐉 Holden Green ☭ weirder.earth/@holden 🇨🇺🇨🇳🍥 @hgreenlab]

God I want to die.

[🐉 Holden Green ☭ weirder.earth/@holden 🇨🇺🇨🇳🍥 @hgreenlab]

no this rn is cuz in haven't slept,
God need to sleep

[🐉 Holden Green ☭ weirder.earth/@holden 🇨🇺🇨🇳🍥 @hgreenlab]

really thinking about shit too now...

[🐉 Holden Green ☭ weirder.earth/@holden 🇨🇺🇨🇳🍥 @hgreenlab]

I'm hurtingbrn...

[🐉 Holden Green ☭ weirder.earth/@holden 🇨🇺🇨🇳🍥 @hgreenlab]

ugh I kind of want that life to come don't I?

got idk...