i lived the first 28yrs of my life mostly regret-free (depressed buy yk) until i went to grad school and then i basically realized that every decision of my adult life (incl my mfa) has been a huge mistake and now i hate being alive
i canโt tell if itโs hubris but i rly think we are making very worthwhile, fun, exciting works of critique for our youtube channel and if we had any way to actually get ppl to watch it ppl would rly like what we do ๐
applied for an amazing job 2 days ago and i was just looking at my email and realized i attached the cover letter for a different position instead of my CVโฆ going to k*ll myself
genuinely curious what my students who misgender me constantly but also hear me talk abt my wife all the time conceptualize me as bc i feel like looking at me and being like yeah sure thatโs a wifed up straight guy is certainlyโฆโฆ.. a take