red side of the dark

I am a depressed bipolar who has adhd I have borderline personality disorder and am currently working through ptsd from an abusive relationship

[red side of the dark @highandlower]

When your best friend of 18 years thinks she is going to move in with the man who beat you for 2 and a half years....I will kill you both..

[red side of the dark @highandlower]

I just need 1 thing to work

[red side of the dark @highandlower]

Someday I will be good enough...today is just not that day :/

[red side of the dark @highandlower]

It's just one of those kind of days :/

[red side of the dark @highandlower]

@suicidalenough please don't if you need to talk please dm me!

[red side of the dark @highandlower]

There is a side of me that wants to be free and crazy but there are just so many consequences that make it completely not worth it #beingood

[red side of the dark @highandlower]

Why can I not have a brain that can put my thoughts into words people can actually understand? No wonder no one likes me I'm a dumb ass 😳

[red side of the dark @highandlower]

Bpd help needed please someone pm me I just need someone

[red side of the dark @highandlower]

@BeyondBrokenDep could you please pm me?

[red side of the dark @highandlower]

Rony you will never be forgotten I miss you everyday 😇💔 https://t.co/swUKsVY2JS

[Lina ☆ @hopefulroad]

My friend Katriina 💛 https://t.co/Bc1xOBteWP

[red side of the dark @highandlower]

I wish cutting and starving myself weren't the only things I could do right

[¢υят ¢σ¢αιиє @HerSkinnyDiary]

You were my eyelash wish...

[red side of the dark @highandlower]

O old friends how I've missed your touch 💊🔪

[red side of the dark @highandlower]

I bet if I did it silently no one would find me 😳

[red side of the dark @highandlower]

I keep cutting because no one I would miss would care I'm gone

[red side of the dark @highandlower]

Loneliness is the only thing I do right, all I do is try to kill myself 🔪💊

[red side of the dark @highandlower]

Why does everything about me have to be wrong?