tbh I really been thinking about taking my life a lot these past few days.
I'm tired spending a lot of money just to see what's wrong with me, then i realize that this thing is happening since i was a kid.
also I'm tired of the "life is worth it" it's not worth it, i never asked to be born and never asked to live.
in 2026/1 in a critical moment i only was saved by my family. but i really wished they never did anything
i want to do it again, but it's impossible. my family is 24/7 putting their eyes on me in case i did something to myself against.. they aren't home right now and there's literally no one here
i really just want to end it all because that's the best i could do. but I can't do it either
my little sister and my little brother i really don't want to traumatize them again
I can't even cope with it anymore, I'm really sick of this.
i always get used by people so they can be with others and I'm their tie to their friendship
maybe taking my life will stop this nonsense.. to make it worse even after everything
i still can talk normally and laugh, makes it so hard for anyone to believe that I'm in hell reasoning with hot temperature every time.
idk what to do and no one could help me at all
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