Hiroto Kanda

[Hiroto Kanda @hiroto_kanda]

For some reason I have a really strong mental barrier against doing homework. Whenever I think of it there is tiny little voice in my head saying "you can do it later" which is never true. Even if I get on to work, there is always no work done for an hour and I go on to sleep.

[Hiroto Kanda @hiroto_kanda]

I'm actually suprised by how much I have written. I only wish I could have done the same for my TOK Essay, which has been pending for weeks at the moment, and also happens to be my biggest concern and fear for the past 2 weeks.

[Hiroto Kanda @hiroto_kanda]

And with IB I'm not really doing things I wanted to do: music. The course wasn't available so I took 2 sciences instead. Although I don't think IB actually lets you do what you want, but the course could have been much more enjoyable, I guess.

[Hiroto Kanda @hiroto_kanda]

I know, I'm just whining as if I have the full right to do that, which I guess I dont.
Assignments feel like relentless torture, and the only aftermath I have seen of it was teachers' disappointment. I've heard it's just the mindset but I have no idea how to fix it, so...

[Hiroto Kanda @hiroto_kanda]

But at the same time I know that I am being so weak about the situation and just avoiding to actually stand up and do something about it because... that hurts.
I know it is a challenge to overcome, but it seems like an obstacle too big to get over.

[Hiroto Kanda @hiroto_kanda]

My family, my guardian and teachers want me to accomplish something, and I am probably capable of it. Yet TOK has been and most certainly will be holding me back from wanting to be at school.

[Hiroto Kanda @hiroto_kanda]

I know I need to be attending classess right now but I just feel so depreesed and dismotived so badly. I know I cant just be like the Chinese in my dorms drinking whiskey and smoking because there are expectations people have on me

[Hiroto Kanda @hiroto_kanda]

HBL sucks

[Hiroto Kanda @hiroto_kanda]

We have learnt about radioisotopes today, and did an experiment to observe radiation using “cloud chamber”!
A fascinating experiment with @kajalmanglani !
#isscelebrate

[Hiroto Kanda @hiroto_kanda]

Here are pictures of the silver produced by the reaction. Beautiful! : )

[Hiroto Kanda @hiroto_kanda]

#isspride
#isscelebrates
Here is a piece of an interesting activity in our Science class with Ms.Manglani!
We are learning about “Redox Reaction”. This is a reaction of silver nitrate and copper whose products are copper nitrate and silver.

[Hiroto Kanda @hiroto_kanda]

#inquirers #thinkers