Friend has a date tonight who he met infield last weekend at a bar in the Upper East side (nice spot). All he knows is she works for a hedge fun.
We did some research:
Her Last name is the same as the hedge fund’s name & her Dad is the Founder & CIO lol
He’s taking her to dinner… how cooked is he?
the #1 repellent to becoming a 'wife guy' is modafinil
took a moda as soon as I woke up
nearly blocked 3 girls cuz they txt'd me some bullshit the night before
supplier sent me good news, i told him ily
your homie might not actually be GAY, he could be secretly running moda
t33
i rarely take more than one meeting per day
i need time in silence, spent pondering, writing and perfecting my craft
solitudinous hours listening to the classic tunes of the piano with my blinds shut, feverishly tapping keys in the direction of additional millions and the fleeting sun on the horizon
i am but a sensitive young man chasing glory
and my mind cannot be corrupted by the endless chatter of birds.
the systems work for me in the background. no need to touch what's working. evaluations, planning and scheming are scheduled.
so no, we will not go on a call and i will not reply to your email right away, like how "all successful people" apparently do.
text me and i'll reply 6 hours after i start working.
My 22-year-old cousin is just learning game in NYC.
Pretty mature for his age and basically only goes for older girls >24 because he says girls his age don’t really vibe with him.
But he keeps running into the EXACT same problem:
“You’re cute, but you’re too young for me.” One even said he’s 20 years too young lol some 28 year old from H.
He says the second they find out he’s 22, the entire vibe changes.
What’s the move here for him and younger men who deal with this?
genuinely curious why no one tells young people that the number one feeling to chase is time slowing down. when you feel time slow down and you have complete control over what you are doing, it is a clear sign that you are doing what you were meant to do for the rest of your life
semax and selank get talked about like a set, but that's mostly because their names are similar
that's pretty fucking silly.
mechanistically they're doing very different jobs.
semax is a peptide fragment originally derived from ACTH, but stripped of the hormonal stress component.
its main perceived benefit is upregulating BDNF, your brain's growth and repair signal, along with promoting new blood vessel formation through VEGF (on its own, it won't give you more dopamine, no)
it's a restorative, neuroprotective compound at its core. it supports recovery, neuroplasticity, and long-term brain health rather than acute stimulation.
i say that again. do not expect acute stimulation or improved cognition from semax.
on its own, semax is subtle. it works better as a potentiator layered onto other compounds than as a standalone driver.
selank comes from a different origin; it's based on a fragment of the immune peptide tuftsin.
its primary strength is anxiolysis: it calms anxiety without sedating you or fogging your thinking.
it does this largely by modulating GABA - your brain's primary calming, inhibitory system.
it also touches serotonin balance and has immune-regulating effects.
selank is great for staying settled under pressure while keeping your mind clear.
i personally also find it helps me with creativity - it pairs great with modafinil.
but semax and selank don't belong together.
semax's headline benefit, BDNF expression, depends heavily on glutamate, your brain's main excitatory signal.
you need that excitatory activity for the BDNF pathway to fire.
selank works in the opposite direction. by boosting GABA, it inhibits glutamate.
so when you dose them together, selank is dampening the exact glutamatergic activity semax needs to deliver its main effect.
they're not synergistic. the similar names is where the synergism starts and stops.
if you want both in your rotation, separate them. semax for restorative neuroplasticity, selank for calm focus.
i do fucking love selank. but semax i usually mostly consider to have real, noticeable efficacy for people with brain injuries to heal from...
this is not medical advice.
This happens to everyone at the moment of death.
—The face becomes frightening.
Imagine seeing your own face—not the face you see in the mirror, but the face that corresponds to what you actually became.
The public face disappears.
The Instagram face disappears.
The charming face disappears.
The “I’m a good person” story disappears.
The excuses disappear.
What remains is the character you actually built.
And that is terrifying because you cannot negotiate with it.
You cannot say:
“That’s not who I really am.”
Because the entire life is there.
You become incapable of escaping yourself.
⸻
Then comes the really frightening part: desire survives.
After the physical and life bodies have been left behind, the person retains the astral body and Ego. The desires themselves remain—but the physical organs through which those desires were satisfied are gone.
Imagine someone whose greatest pleasure was food.
The appetite remains.
But there is no mouth.
Someone obsessed with sexual gratification:
The desire remains.
But the physical mechanism through which it was satisfied is gone.
Someone addicted to status:
The hunger for admiration remains.
But there is no audience.
Someone addicted to possessing things:
The desire to possess remains.
But the physical world is no longer available in the ordinary way.
This is a condition of burning thirst without a means of satisfying it.
That’s the horror:
you discover that some desires were never really “you.” They were forces you allowed to rule you.
⸻
Then it gets worse: you experience what your actions did to others.
The postmortem process isn’t simply:
“You did something bad, therefore punishment.”
It is more intimate.
You gradually come to understand the consequences of your actions.
Suppose you humiliated someone.
On Earth, you experienced your side of that event.
You remember what you said.
What you intended.
Why you were angry.
But now imagine experiencing the event from the other person’s soul.
You discover the wound you left behind.
The loneliness.
The humiliation.
The fear.
The damage to their confidence.
The consequences that continued long after you forgot the conversation.
And the terrifying thing is that you don’t need an external judge to condemn you.
You begin to understand yourself.
That is much more severe.
⸻
The person you thought you were disappears.
Eventually, the most frightening discovery may be:
“I don’t know myself.”
You spent your whole life constructing an identity.
Your name.
Your career.
Your appearance.
Your reputation.
Your political opinions.
Your relationships.
Your ambitions.
Your possessions.
Your sexual identity.
Your social status.
Your accomplishments.
And then death starts stripping away everything that depended upon the physical world.
What remains?
the I.
The spiritual individuality underneath the temporary personality.
The horror comes from being unprepared to encounter the spiritual reality of yourself.
⸻
And then the terrifying thing becomes beautiful.
This is the twist.
The soul continues through a process of purification and development, eventually moving toward the spiritual world.
So the “face” isn’t ultimately the face of a demon.
It’s your own face.
And the real demon, metaphorically speaking, is everything in yourself that you refused to see while alive.
That’s not the end. It’s the beginning of becoming something different—something beautiful.
smart men go broke in three ways:
liquor, ladies and leverage.
GENIUS men do all three while running on modafinil and somehow end the year UP.
with sufficiently advanced degeneracy preservation tools, the operation continues.
- modafinil = regardless of what happened last night, the work still gets done
- mexidol = BBB crossing antioxidant support after heavy oxidative stress
- daridorexant = orexin snooze button when your brain still thinks the night has another 6 hours in it
- bromantane = dopaminergic support after the reward system has seen too much
- oral bpc157 = gut support after endless liquor + shitty food have nuked it
- pinealon = crystal clear thinking after sleep debt + accumulated FOG have turned your frontal lobe into soup
- tadalafil = endothelial function after everything else has abused your vasculature + the ladies department
- epitalon = sleep/circadian support after changing time zones, sleeping at sunrise and generally disrespecting the concept of nighttime
this is not for longevity. it's simply what keeps the operation running.
you cannot remove volatility from a great man nor his desires.
attempting to suppress them merely delays the character arc.
the funny part is that enough degeneracy eventually makes harmony extremely attractive.
eventually you WANT the quiet life.
but until that revelation arrives naturally, maintain the infrastructure and keep moving forward.
not medical advice.
My buddy has absolutely zero approach anxiety.
He’ll walk straight up to a group of 4 or 5 girls and confidently say:
“I always love seeing two attractive girls go out together.”
Then he’ll just stand there waiting for them to figure out which two he meant.
This has gotten him into some amazing convo’s and slept with many of those attractive ones.
It’s the high risk foot in the door
The average Chicago dude looks like he was assembled in a lab to maximize “solid guy.”
6’0”.
Generic fade.
Perfectly trimmed beard.
Quarter zip.
Slim-fit chinos.
White sneakers.
No accessories.
No aura.
Looks like he has three roommates named Connor.
nootropics ranking tier list, all compounds explained:
S TIER:
> bromantane: upregulates tyrosine hydroxylase, increasing dopamine synthesis capacity at a genetic level
> pinealon: crosses nuclear membrane modulating gene expression for cognitive clarity and brain optimization
> modafinil: removes sleep pressure maintaining wakefulness and focus for 12+ hours without tolerance buildup
> cognizin: citicoline directly supporting acetylcholine production and membrane integrity for memory and focus
> armodafinil: r-enantiomer variant with cleaner pharmacokinetics and longer sustained duration
A TIER:
> tadalafil: PDE5 inhibitor improving cerebral blood flow and vascular optimization systemically
> royal jelly: bee-derived nutrient complex improving energy, recovery, fertility and vitality while also supporting hormonal balance
> 9-Me-BC: MAO-B inhibitor preventing dopamine breakdown while promoting neurogenesis and BDNF
> phenylpiracetam: the most potent racetam, enhancing memory and serving some major stimulant properties
> selank: anxiolytic peptide reducing anxiety without sedation, + maintaining cognitive clarity simultaneously
> epitalon: bioregulator activating telomerase and restoring circadian rhythm synchronization for cellular longevity and enhanced recovery
B TIER:
> thiamine TTFD: lipophilic B1 form crossing blood-brain barrier, supporting mitochondrial energy production and neurotransmitter synthesis
> psilocybin mushrooms: neuroplasticity promoter and default mode network reorganizer for creative thinking
> nicotine: because it's awesome. increases dopamine and attention, working memory, and focus acutely
> semax: peptide nootropic elevating focus, reducing anxiety while maintaining cognitive drive through neuroprotective mechanisms
> L-tyrosine: dopamine precursor useful specifically in combination with bromantane
> fasoracetam: GABA-B receptor upregulator improving working memory and anxiety reduction + creativity
F TIER:
> adderall XR: amphetamine causing dopamine receptor downregulation, neurotoxicity, and long-term cognitive decline
> phenibut: GABAergic compound with extreme addiction potential and legitimately dangerous withdrawal risk
my thoughts and experiences, not medical advice.
practical info + sourcing for all mentioned: https://t.co/hI1Nt0OHqr
what does it ACTUALLY take to destroy your competition and humiliate your enemies?
- 200mg modafinil
- 50mg bromantane
- 500mg citicholine
- 1000mg l tyrosine
- obsession
- neurodivergence
- years of consistency
- actual hatred of mediocrity
- disgustingly high energy levels
- the belief that even losses are wins
- an irrationally rational belief you'll win
don't overcomplicate it.
Be delusional about your potential.
Be delusional about your potential.
Be delusional about your potential.
Be delusional about your potential.
Be delusional about your potential.
Be delusional about your potential.
Be delusional about your potential.