adaline | (4.1/45 kg)

bad habits girlblog / stoneredtwt / high sw / 1 year sh free

[adaline | (4.1/45 kg) @hoearexic]

͙͘͡★ thread of threads 🧵

[adaline | (4.1/45 kg) @hoearexic]

@toribbirdie it has been going well otherwise tho!! mild side effects, just feeling kinda crappy and having to really work hard to stay hydrated but i'm down 5 pounds in 5 days.

[adaline | (4.1/45 kg) @hoearexic]

hey old moots..... would u hate me if i got on a glp1 specifically to bring back my restrictive ed (and also bc of insulin resistance making my BED absolutely crazy but that's another story)

[adaline | (4.1/45 kg) @hoearexic]

@toribbirdie yeaaaaaa i was actually recently diagnosed w pcos which caused the insulin resistance! i think so far i haven't been restricting too hard but with how long i've had disordered thoughts its hard for me to tell the difference anymore between that and normal dieting :/

[adaline | (4.1/45 kg) @hoearexic]

@justshutupliz LIZZZZZ UR STILL ACTIVE im back unfortunately 💔

[adaline | (4.1/45 kg) @hoearexic]

plus i'm literally obese so it's a little bit less terrible for me lmao

[adaline | (4.1/45 kg) @hoearexic]

and NO i'm never gonna promote glp1s on here bc they definitely should not be given to ppl with restriction issues. i did not disclose my history with restriction.

[adaline | (4.1/45 kg) @hoearexic]

i haven't been active bc i've been binging but i'm writing the worlds worst memoir ✌️ writing the part ab the psych ward was lowkey fun

[adaline | (4.1/45 kg) @hoearexic]

hi guys i'm still clean (derogatory)

[adaline | (4.1/45 kg) @hoearexic]

i unscrewed it the other day and it's been mocking me since

[adaline | (4.1/45 kg) @hoearexic]

blades /

this blade is giving me bedroom eyes rn but i can't cope with not making it to two years clean in april so for now i'll just stare longingly

[adaline | (4.1/45 kg) @hoearexic]

going through literal hell mentally this past week and i can't even drink it away bc i'm trying to get back on my meds consistently smh

[adaline | (4.1/45 kg) @hoearexic]

guess i have a crying kink now, good to know ig

[adaline | (4.1/45 kg) @hoearexic]

still not over that man that i never even dated either but other than that i've never rlly loved anyone romantically.......

[adaline | (4.1/45 kg) @hoearexic]

in other news i did get hit with the realization that i'm gray aromantic so uhhhh i guess that kinda explains my terrible relationship history??? when i do feel romantic attraction its intense but its only been like once in my whole life

[adaline | (4.1/45 kg) @hoearexic]

like ur telling me my roommate got all kinds of shit from their fuckass gf and i don't even get a happy valentines day???? bro are we deadass like its not the material stuff i just want someone to care about me

[adaline | (4.1/45 kg) @hoearexic]

i've been inactive but it's been almost two weeks and i'm still unironically suicidal over not getting acknowledged like at all by anyone on valentines day

[adaline | (4.1/45 kg) @hoearexic]

i hear my mom and roommate outside of my room talking shit about why i need to get back on my meds 🫩

[adaline | (4.1/45 kg) @hoearexic]

just actively tried to unscrew a pencil sharpener which would've been a relapse after almost 2 years clean but i didn't have a screwdriver so ig i'm still clean

[adaline | (4.1/45 kg) @hoearexic]

i'm dead you really wasted time on this 💀