i should get rid of my phone again. i wonder what that say's about me knowing it's my only coping skill. i just wanted to pass away on my eighteenth birthday. who know's, maybe i'll be successful this time.
i just want to be friends with another who is not of ease to thyself. in other words, i'll only be consistent with people who are not easy. am i easy? well sometimes i cry easily and get turned on easily, so does that make me easy? no it makes me naive.
all the more reason why i am the only genius, all the more reason why no one can ever outsmart me, all the more, all the more reason why i am special, and all the more reason why i will only ever care about myself, love, the earth, water, frailty, aestheticism, and fate.
@detesselate i think i am responsible for eating disorder; i just might hold myself accountable. in other words, maybe i do feel bad for things that are under my control that are not imposed on thyself as well as being channel upon another. i can help it now that i'm not cloaked.
@detesselate oh my gosh caelan, i almost got through two journal's at the psych-ward and then i confiscated them all while i was there. confiscated journals all at once. it happened when i was seventeen with the fear of object permanence.
@detesselate such a wonderful way to start my morning, seeing your account, and reading your tweets. unfortunately, i am not able to browse your former curious cat, and read your take on hannibal himself. on the other hand, i hope you have a good day.
just make a new account whenever you don't like your username or password.
now why else would you make a new account knowing that's all that you do and all you used to have to live for? it was under my control of course and it never had anything to do with anyone other than me.
no, don't tell me there are people that find it competitive to be the favorite person of another with borderline personality disorder. in other words, that say's nothing about me or another who would have borderline personality disorder.