i knew that it was cruel to be so optimistic, but, in my solitude, i couldn’t resist spending entire days basking in idiotic fantasies, sometimes verging on prayer.
he was nearby just because this area had good flowers to be picked , unaware that he was here that's until he looked towards his direction .. his eyes widened before deciding to hide behind a nearby tree .
his eyes widened slightly,how did he know..for a moment his ears reddened in embarrassment as he rubbed his bump slowly.
" i just can't help but think about it "he replied softly,head tilted as he looked at him with a smile.
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even if li yu doesn't say it , murong lian could tell what he wanted to say . this made him furrow his brows and click his tongue .
`` yu'er , ah , yu'er . don't apologize for anything . `` he sternly states . `` this lord doesn't care , then why should you ? ``
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his eyes widened slightly as he watched him , his lips parted but nothing escaped his lips..he didn't utter a word as he nodded rather frantically and left .
of course li yu isn't stupid,he won't say anything about this .
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" hm," he hums, blade lifting to rest the tip of it just beneath li yu's chin, a smile that doesn't reach his eyes creeps across his lips. " of course you won't..
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" lian-ge .. thank you and .. "he trailed off,he wanted to apologize for the rumors circulating right now . it feels like he indulged his own happiness and didn't think about other things which is now making him feel bad .
he nodded softly , in fact he heard two servants earlier talking about the rumors regarding murong lian and apparently a " mysterious " one ( who happens to be him 💧 ) .. he feels rather bad because he feels he's responsible for this
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`` you need to wear a disguise . but yes a carriage is also needed . ``
rumors have started circulating how murong lian had gotten someone pregant and about a person he had chosen to be his wife and a whole lot of other rumors .
murong lian doesn't usually care .
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it would have been upsetting to let such opportunity go away , it's rare for it to be so beautiful and peaceful ( he replied softly,his hand gently brushed the petals of a flower ).
⠀ ⠀ ⠀( xuanzong’s cadence remains gentle,soft like the morning bell. albeit deep,there’s an allure hinted underneath,especially when chiming melodious words. )that’s why i decided to sit down for a while to appreciate them ~
( single blink , well that's better than peeking from behind the tree 💧 .. he steps out from his hiding spot and walks towards the other before sitting down ) it's very beautiful today indeed , the flowers are so pretty as well.
⠀ ⠀ ⠀( brows lifted,still strumming the song with leisure. )the scenery is beautiful,lovely flowers and gentle trees .. orrrrrr why don’t you come and sit with me?
/ there's this melancholic touch about Yu'er that I always think about that how he feels so lonely .. or how he feels that his freedom is limited because he's a young man full of dreams but like considering his role in the imperial palace he doesn't have the chance