🐈‍⬛ sol || world’s okayest avespo

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⚠️ CW: explicit vents

[🐈‍⬛ sol || world’s okayest avespo @homeworldsaway]

@HighSpongeybob im also in va and yeah 💀 the bigger cities aren't as bad but smaller towns are vicious. they will fr invent some crazy theories inside their pea sized brains about innocent ppl to incriminate them. im sorry that happened

[🐈‍⬛ sol || world’s okayest avespo @homeworldsaway]

@lo_o7s it's your decision! :) if they help, i would advise to keep taking them. if you don't like them, i don't blame you 😅

[🐈‍⬛ sol || world’s okayest avespo @homeworldsaway]

@kigagaming based etowowo as always 🙏🏳️‍⚧️

[🐈‍⬛ sol || world’s okayest avespo @homeworldsaway]

@vilecrimetrio what character do u like to play in Mario i like to be either yoshi or Dry Bones

[🐈‍⬛ sol || world’s okayest avespo @homeworldsaway]

@vilecrimetrio ghere ain't Nothin ta be partyin about Kid

[🐈‍⬛ sol || world’s okayest avespo @homeworldsaway]

@sliversinsilver 😰

[🐈‍⬛ sol || world’s okayest avespo @homeworldsaway]

@kigagaming i am !!

[🐈‍⬛ sol || world’s okayest avespo @homeworldsaway]

@selkieyo you seem soooo so so cool

[🐈‍⬛ sol || world’s okayest avespo @homeworldsaway]

@lo_o7s woah Jace on da east Coast!? ‼️

[🐈‍⬛ sol || world’s okayest avespo @homeworldsaway]

yesterday it was 87°F and sunny. today it is 57° and raining. hashtag Virginia #weather

[🐈‍⬛ sol || world’s okayest avespo @homeworldsaway]

@lo_o7s + my switch works!!! just needed to be power cycled lol

[🐈‍⬛ sol || world’s okayest avespo @homeworldsaway]

oh my god my Nintendo switch isn't turning on at ALLLLLL i think it might be done for 😰 it was a good 7 years

[🐈‍⬛ sol || world’s okayest avespo @homeworldsaway]

@lo_o7s rank D, 60+ hrs :3 my living dex is coming along nicely! haven't made one since i played alpha sapphire in 7th grade

[🐈‍⬛ sol || world’s okayest avespo @homeworldsaway]

:(
i did what i could

it's time to distract myself now

[🐈‍⬛ sol || world’s okayest avespo @homeworldsaway]

@kigagaming it's gonna be her dinner anyways xP

we got some chicken from the food pantry for free!

i think i finally influenced my grandma to start giving the kitties better food than the suspicious friskies cans from the store >:)

[🐈‍⬛ sol || world’s okayest avespo @homeworldsaway]

BREAKING NEWS THIS MORNING: shiloh waits for owner to leave kitchen, says she intends to steal "all the chicken" from the crock pot

[🐈‍⬛ sol || world’s okayest avespo @homeworldsaway]

i have to put it out of my mind
i can't process the way i feel
i don't know how to comfort myself
im listening to music to calm down

i could do what i always do to cope
numb myself, detatch from my heart
throw myself into a distraction
it's all i can do
i hope it's okay

[🐈‍⬛ sol || world’s okayest avespo @homeworldsaway]

:(
i was having a good day
i was going to clean my room at last
poor little cat
im so sorry this happened to her
she looked so small
how did she end up there
at the end of my driveway
what am i supposed to do with myself

[🐈‍⬛ sol || world’s okayest avespo @homeworldsaway]

oh god i have to put it out of my mind
i have to
that poor little cat
i feel like my spirit broke
i didn't want to see that
i just need to forget
i did what i could
she's in a box,
i steeled myself
cared for her remains with gloves
trying to find an owner
i need to breathe

[🐈‍⬛ sol || world’s okayest avespo @homeworldsaway]

that poor baby oh my god
how could this happen
that was
one of the most gruesome things
i have ever seen
her body is burned into my mind
she had one of her front paw's claws out,
like she was playing with something
at least i could handle
caring for her remains
nobody else has to

[🐈‍⬛ sol || world’s okayest avespo @homeworldsaway]

TW// animal (cat) death, gore

im so sorry for tweeting about this but im in shock and could use some comfort at the moment

went outside to check the mail
there was a calico cat
her eyes were gone
legs and spine inside out
i put her bones back inside her body
blood poured out

[🐈‍⬛ sol || world’s okayest avespo @homeworldsaway]

when i say im a catboy i mean im a snow leopard. i will run away from you and i am capable of mauling you if im scared. i mostly just wanna have fun in the snow by myself and my friends. i have no roar. dont forget me when im gone. dont forget the heights are mine. remember me,