huni ☆

23 yrs ♧ disordered diary ♤ private space ◇ 18+ only!!

[huni ☆ @honeyedmatcha]

♡ huni intro ♡

• illustrator and sequential artist × coffee enthusiast x numetal, metal, alt music ♡

• edtwt × mdd × ptsd × mood disorder

• tumblr: @/honeyedmatcha333

[Aurella @allurehaven]

Bella Hadid wearing a sheer black lace vintage dress

[huni ☆ @honeyedmatcha]

went to da spa yesterday and saw my chest bones in the big reflective glass doors...just a lil more to go

[huni ☆ @honeyedmatcha]

since im at my gw i have a consult for a tramp stamp/lower back tattoo...idk if i should go through wit it butttttt it would look soooooo cuteeeee. it'll b my first one hehe

[huni ☆ @honeyedmatcha]

@ljlovesChrist FR!! but that brekki looks fire tho yummm

[huni ☆ @honeyedmatcha]

not to b mean but ppl leaving clothing reviews saying they sized up from a sm to a med bc it runs tight...in the pics i can tell theyre bigger...im sorry but u r obvi not a sm. ik non consistent sizing in america is to blame but still-

[huni ☆ @honeyedmatcha]

i can legit live off of gilled meat, salad, try fru freeze dried raspberries n redbull

[huni ☆ @honeyedmatcha]

@gyubdiet youre gonna find the bestest place 🕯🫶🏾

[huni ☆ @honeyedmatcha]

villain arc aka no longer conforming to others- starts neow

[huni ☆ @honeyedmatcha]

like its not even about the money. i just want healthy communication. they've never been taught emotional regulation and thus i havent either but damn ive never acted like they have

[huni ☆ @honeyedmatcha]

why do parents praise you when u are actually in a stable mental health period but when you express symptoms again and try to talk to them about it they ignore you for four days + distance themselves...like my parents said we'll talk four days ago and said they have to-

[huni ☆ @honeyedmatcha]

my contact with them and just be a shell to them until im stable to move out. no more candid convos, no more expressing anything to them. they chose to have me, sorry that im fucked up, but i help financially, taking an over 6k loan for them, giving them my savings of over 2k...

[huni ☆ @honeyedmatcha]

not to mention i was honest about me wanting to get back on meds MAYBE, and sent them a heartfelt message about it like...idk what they want from me anymore. ive been holding my own and doing shit to. and to think i was going to invite my mom out to a spa day :/

[huni ☆ @honeyedmatcha]

idk how jokingly calling my brother a name when he calls me mean shit seriously all the fuckin time led them them having an intervention about me, without me present...i left 3 dishes on the counter and he was bothering me??? we argue about everything it wasnt even serious

[huni ☆ @honeyedmatcha]

im sick of everything atp.