✿ • lyn

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[✿ • lyn @honeyive]

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[✿ • lyn @honeyive]

i need to be smaller why did i ever agree to recovery now i have to get back to my lw all over again and literally nothing was gained from getting healthy

[✿ • lyn @honeyive]

had a bad day mentally the other day and he felt the need to to grab me by the throat and choke me while spitting insults in my face meanwhile when i was at my lw he wouldn't dare lay a hand on me. this fat that's grown on me must be showing him cushioning to his hands

[✿ • lyn @honeyive]

i've been feeling absolutely horrified by the way my body looks after gaining to a healthy weight and he's been encouraging me but constantly says triggering things like calling my body parts big and thick and i've let it slide but not after this

[✿ • lyn @honeyive]

man confirms that he was more considerate of me physically when i was smaller so ig it's time to lock in again goodbye recovery you really fucked me over

[Rubyy 🪽 @pinkiehairangel]

actually I'm not that hungry

[₍ᐢᐢ₎ ⊹ ࣪ ˖ ⁷ @bunnixoii]

these photos have done irreversible damage, i need to look like this by tomorrow

[✿ • lyn @honeyive]

this spo in particular lives in my head rent free

[dandelion °❀ ࿔ @dandelionteabag]

im so small • even in a car ~ inspo

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[✿ • lyn @honeyive]

mornings like these 🚬🚬🚬

[✿ • lyn @honeyive]

i've lost ~3lbs in 3 days so if i keep this up theoretically could i reach my lw again within a month ??? let's see 😁

[✿ • lyn @honeyive]

body dysmorphia is weird bc wdym i felt ginormous in these pics

[✿ • lyn @honeyive]

THIS.

[✿ • lyn @honeyive]

spent like 200 cals on a coffee that is now FIGHTING ME this was a bad idea 🫩🫩

[saz @emorollll]

actually i do want to my harm myself and others

[𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘢𝘩🪽 @anxwlq]

‧˚꒰🍦୭ ˚. ᵎᵎ 5th gen id0ls thinspo

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[m 𝜗𝜚 @wlforwon]

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[Morali | is miserable @Mora_li3]

°❀⋆.ೃ࿔*°❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･ Triggering Th!n$p0 you’ve probably never seen before🪽

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[tori @kazugla]

they haunt me