honey in chamomile

rascal

[honey in chamomile @honomomile]

a treat? maybe? might uncensor.

[honey in chamomile @honomomile]

literally walked into my "arch nemesis" at the gym 20 mins ago. she hates me, can not figure out why. maybe that's the problem. i have not one but TWO arch nemeses. how'd i get here?

[honey in chamomile @honomomile]

if anyone knows the secret to losing weight while on antipsychotics, lemme know.

[honey in chamomile @honomomile]

gym selfie. one day i'll start recording myself.

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i barely keep it together, honestly. i keep my hands as busy as possible with the energy i can spare. at the end of the day, tho, i do just be snot nosed crying myself to sleep. there's something special about sewing a sweater while crying while a horror movie plays.

[honey in chamomile @honomomile]

haven't been here in ages. a lot of gym, a lot of reading. here's a hoodie that i turned into a crop top. the stitching like that was intentional; i need to get more thread to make the rest match. & here's my fable. add me! would love to see your books.
https://t.co/86X3K57vLp

[stella @yoonogy]

every day really just feels like this

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been pretty absent mentally & physically for the last year or two. actually got "upgraded" to bipolar disorder. love that! i do be doing things tho, like dying my hair. here are some recent selfies. the dye i use is uv reactive.💜

[honey in chamomile @honomomile]

not v good at selfies these days. 🤧

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@_JPAugust 👋🏼👋🏼👋🏼

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still here.

[honey in chamomile @honomomile]

not dead, but def rotting. hope holidays are calm & peaceful for y'all. here's my room.

[honey in chamomile @honomomile]

been mixing so often lately that i upgraded to the flx4 🤡 i don't use the jog wheels much except for beat matching & moving forward a couple bars if needed.

[honey in chamomile @honomomile]

@_JPAugust what is a spaghetti western? 🫨

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https://t.co/WRaoGLXLiJ

put a recent mix on youtube. neat! what's a good movie y'all seen recently?

[honey in chamomile @honomomile]

hi. i still (barely) exist. started seeing a new therapist, been mixing more, sleeping more ( as compared to 3-4 non consecutive hours). my job is really kicking my ass, too. here's a light hearted mix for you. tried to invoke the feeling of cloud gazing

https://t.co/Yw9yma70tf

[honey in chamomile @honomomile]

started lunesta recently to fight my insomnia, but my insomnia is fighting the luneta real hard. here is a mix that hopefully sounds like that feeling.

https://t.co/18RczkheK7

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@_JPAugust thank you, dude 🤎

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i'm severely depressed, in case anyone wanted to know

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been making art. these have gold ink on them. 11x14". might try to sell 'em, i dunno.