AJ ⊬

if you know me, no you don’t xoxo

[AJ ⊬ @horizontalish]

Growing up autistic I’d see so many people breaking rules but I was a rule follower. The few times I’d break even the smallest rule I’d get in so much trouble and I genuinely never understood why it was okay for them to do it but not me? They hate us

[Kuuhaku ☭ @Kuuhaku3993]

You actually can't win if you're autistic btw. You try to socialize: they hate you. You keep to yourself: they hate you. Like I'm sorry, I didn't choose having to work. I thought I was doing you guys a favor by making it easy to ignore me, but I guess that's wrong, too

[AJ ⊬ @horizontalish]

spreadsheeted a little too close to the sun and now excel won’t open my file #autism

[AJ ⊬ @horizontalish]

Anytime a new bone cracks that I can’t pinpoint I have to google it and figure out the exact bone that cracked. Anyways I cracked something in the pelvic region by tensing my glutes am I dying

[Paul Gads @PaulGadsden82]

I don't want an autonomic nervous system anymore. I want to replace it with something better.

[AJ ⊬ @horizontalish]

@Tamcomplain So many of us feel this way, I’m shocked how many people relate but it makes me feel less alone

[AJ ⊬ @horizontalish]

Growing up autistic I’d see so many people breaking rules but I was a rule follower. The few times I’d break even the smallest rule I’d get in so much trouble and I genuinely never understood why it was okay for them to do it but not me? They hate us

[Kuuhaku ☭ @Kuuhaku3993]

You actually can't win if you're autistic btw. You try to socialize: they hate you. You keep to yourself: they hate you. Like I'm sorry, I didn't choose having to work. I thought I was doing you guys a favor by making it easy to ignore me, but I guess that's wrong, too

[AJ ⊬ @horizontalish]

@kookyrat YES!! All the time, I hold too much resentment for the teachers blamed me for things I absolutely did not do

[AJ ⊬ @horizontalish]

@TheNoobHunter_ They knew before I did, like there was a sign on my back with “AUTISTIC” written on it. I really couldn’t understand why they hated me coz I was just existing but now I get it

[AJ ⊬ @horizontalish]

Gay thot or son daughter

[AJ ⊬ @horizontalish]

@Bogzor2zlg I follow the rules 99.99% of the time because I’m autistic. The only times I break them are genuine accidents. The punishments have never fit the “crimes” for me

[AJ ⊬ @horizontalish]

@sexualpervert3 Colour* lmao

[AJ ⊬ @horizontalish]

@sexualpervert3 The one time I painted my nails just a shade away from my actual nail trouble I got in trouble same when I put just the slightest bit of makeup on, meanwhile the other girls were walking around in long bright coloured acrylic nails and a full face of makeup.

[AJ ⊬ @horizontalish]

@alexxdebut Go to Skegness, you’d love it

[AJ ⊬ @horizontalish]

I haven’t been tuned in to clikkietwt in a while, why’s the first thing I see about a fucking Tyler goon gc 😭 and im too late to the drama to snoop

[AJ ⊬ @horizontalish]

Since everyone’s here, if you’re in the UK I’d be really grateful if you could sign this petition.

https://t.co/ITmArV0LcW

[AJ ⊬ @horizontalish]

@AAkumata Being the kid the teacher put the bad kids next to as a punishment definitely didn’t help my social status lmao

[AJ ⊬ @horizontalish]

@andrewgetsweird can you get the Etsy witch to hurry up please

[AJ ⊬ @horizontalish]

You guys can stop percieving me now thanks 😭

[AJ ⊬ @horizontalish]

@bonescreeech “Don’t talk back” “stop making excuses” yeah okay cheers

[AJ ⊬ @horizontalish]

@MobCharacter36 I’ve only ever broken rules I’ve seen other people of my status (e.g other students) breaking. It is an instance of who is doing something being the problem and that *who* is the autistic people. This seems to be a very common experience given the interactions on this post

[AJ ⊬ @horizontalish]

@MobCharacter36 I wore the wrong colour socks in PE. I wore black when we were meant to wear navy blue, other people that did this just got told to wear the correct socks next time, I got a detention and a letter home. That’s just one example, it’s happened my whole life