My boyfriend thinks I actively ignore him.
That's nice.
I promise I'm not.
But I don't know if he believes me.
I know I'm not a good girlfriend.
But I love him. With my whole heart.
It's just been really hard to communicate with anyone.
I wish I wasn't like this.
I'm sorry.
I don't know what I'm feeling. I feel unmotivated. Like even if I try, I'll just fail so what's the point? My depression is eating me up and idk how to handle it. I can't talk to anyone in fear I'll just be seen as attention seeking. I just want to disappear until I feel better.