Me: Imagine actually believing blanket statements about others based on the date they were born on as opposed to, idk their actual personality
Also me: *is a typical cat like Leo obsessed with beauty, extravagance, and hair with a definite tendency to be fucking extra*
haaaa breakups are difficult especially when you share everything but fuck it I'm so glad I'm single again
Here's to hoping I break the cycle of getting stuck in controlling/abusive/so-so relationships
This is the new chapter of my my life where I finally get to heal and move on from a lifetime of trauma. No more getting into abusive relationships because I think I deserve to be treated poorly. No more neglecting myself. This is the day my life will surely change.
Well. The first step to recovery is acceptance. I've known that I have an eating disorder for close to a decade now. I don't think I've ever had a very healthy relationship with food. Now that it's getting worse I need to buckle down and stop. I have to stop punishing myself.
Me@me: this is your chance not to fuck things up or siphon all your energy into someone else. this self care time. pls. You have almost no responsibilities other than working on your health! YOU GOT THIS.
I should ban myself from dating for like....at least a couple months if not year??
After nearly 6 years it feels so strange and empty to not be tethered to another person but also???
I feel so free