PcPoltergeist

Hello, Im Jack!
A PNW based artist who loves all things spooky and Autumnal.

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Me@me: PUT DOWN THE BASS ALREADY AND GO MAKE YOURSELF A FOOD YA DINGUS YOURE ONLY CONTINUOUSLY STRUMMING E NOTES ANYWAY

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*practices bass for an hour instead of doing basic morning rituals*
Is this self care?

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*puts alone again or on blast*

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Me: Imagine actually believing blanket statements about others based on the date they were born on as opposed to, idk their actual personality
Also me: *is a typical cat like Leo obsessed with beauty, extravagance, and hair with a definite tendency to be fucking extra*

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Gon ddr max the pain away

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haaaa breakups are difficult especially when you share everything but fuck it I'm so glad I'm single again
Here's to hoping I break the cycle of getting stuck in controlling/abusive/so-so relationships

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@furryoppression SAME
You deserve to be carried everywhere on a throne by like 6 hot muscle dudes mijo

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Maaan I can't wait til I gain enough weight back to make my leather skirt skin tight again 😩

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Me @ all of my exes

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Thirsty exes hitting me up after discovering I'm newly single are like vultures circling a carcass 🙃

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There are two types of people living in this household

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@smallbatmans HOLY SHIT THIS IS SUCH A LOOK

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Please never apologize to me for speaking English in an accent!!! Especially if you are ESL!! Your accent is beautiful please never change 🙏🏼

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Also, uuuuuuuuuuh next person I date will be a poc because I'm sick of dealing with microagressions and being fetishized

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Ooooh FUCK YEAH now I can get wet specimens without being criticized!!!!

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OKAY BUT NOW THAT IM SINGLE AGAIN I CAN DECORATE HOWEVER SCARY WEIRD AND FUCKED UP I WANT!!!!
*busts out all my spoopy posters from their dusty tombs*

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This is the new chapter of my my life where I finally get to heal and move on from a lifetime of trauma. No more getting into abusive relationships because I think I deserve to be treated poorly. No more neglecting myself. This is the day my life will surely change.

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Well. The first step to recovery is acceptance. I've known that I have an eating disorder for close to a decade now. I don't think I've ever had a very healthy relationship with food. Now that it's getting worse I need to buckle down and stop. I have to stop punishing myself.

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Me@me: this is your chance not to fuck things up or siphon all your energy into someone else. this self care time. pls. You have almost no responsibilities other than working on your health! YOU GOT THIS.

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I should ban myself from dating for like....at least a couple months if not year??
After nearly 6 years it feels so strange and empty to not be tethered to another person but also???
I feel so free