pebbles 👩🏻‍🦰✌🏻🖤

Pisces. Cosmetologist. BPD. Total Dork. Cat Mom. Nap Queen. Ginger. Mrs. Zimmerman 5-20-2023

[pebbles 👩🏻‍🦰✌🏻🖤 @hotmesslunatic]

@KingMadTaz @PopCrave Ice princess,

[pebbles 👩🏻‍🦰✌🏻🖤 @hotmesslunatic]

@thisCaseyJones @weedmaps Same I’m sick of driving to Montana 😂

[pebbles 👩🏻‍🦰✌🏻🖤 @hotmesslunatic]

@UPS really appreciate your system glitching and charging me for 3 shipping labels while giving me NONE of them and telling me I didn’t make any purchase whatsoever. You just took the last $40 I had with trying to get this stupid shipping label. And keep saying it doesn’t exist

[pebbles 👩🏻‍🦰✌🏻🖤 @hotmesslunatic]

You know, I thought twitter was toxic but threads honestly takes the fucking cake. That is the most toxic cesspool on the internet.

[pebbles 👩🏻‍🦰✌🏻🖤 @hotmesslunatic]

I have never felt so alone in my whole life..

[pebbles 👩🏻‍🦰✌🏻🖤 @hotmesslunatic]

I’ve already turned our once super giggly happy baby into one that never stops crying and is never happy now. I knew I wasn’t meant to be a mom but I didn’t think I’d fuck it up that much in the first 6 months.

[pebbles 👩🏻‍🦰✌🏻🖤 @hotmesslunatic]

I wish I mattered to people as much as they matter to me. I could disappear and not a single person would notice

[pebbles 👩🏻‍🦰✌🏻🖤 @hotmesslunatic]

Okay but anyone else’s YouTube crash too? FB, insta, messenger AND YT for me #facebookdown

[pebbles 👩🏻‍🦰✌🏻🖤 @hotmesslunatic]

I didn’t sign up to do this shit by myself..

[pebbles 👩🏻‍🦰✌🏻🖤 @hotmesslunatic]

@for_wholesome @WRegan90 @firstqrince Can you blame him? That role is still the reason he doesn’t HAVE to work. I’d be proud of where I started too.

[pebbles 👩🏻‍🦰✌🏻🖤 @hotmesslunatic]

The uncontrollable urge to runaway and leave everyone and everything behind..

[pebbles 👩🏻‍🦰✌🏻🖤 @hotmesslunatic]

I don’t think he actually loves ME, I think he loved the idea he had of me and now that’s gone and he realized he’s fucked up.

[pebbles 👩🏻‍🦰✌🏻🖤 @hotmesslunatic]

I want to run away from everyone and everything and just isolate for the rest of my life. I don’t even want to be alive anymore.

[pebbles 👩🏻‍🦰✌🏻🖤 @hotmesslunatic]

@rinazenik @TeenyWeenyDork Wait wouldn’t it be worse if she did write from the perspective of a minority, since she herself is white? She can’t speak for the experiences of minorities?
Genuinely curious I’m still trying to learn and educate myself

[pebbles 👩🏻‍🦰✌🏻🖤 @hotmesslunatic]

So sorry. Fuck your feelings because mine matter too and I’m not okay. And it’s not okay for everyone to expect me to be and put myself on the back burner to accommodate everyone else.

[pebbles 👩🏻‍🦰✌🏻🖤 @hotmesslunatic]

“Your dad is struggling you need to be there for him.”
“Your grandma is struggling you need to be there for her”
“This family member is struggling and you’re not being supportive right now”

did we forget I lost my mom too?! Do you not realize I’m struggling too?!

[pebbles 👩🏻‍🦰✌🏻🖤 @hotmesslunatic]

I LOST MY MOM. When I’m trying to figure out how to be a mom I LOST mine. But I’m not allowed to struggle? I’m not allowed to admit I’m not okay because that’s selfish and someone else in the family might not be okay? How is any of this fair. I lost my mom too.