(on the downside i do now have romanticism/attachment to the s/v character cast bordering on unhealthy but i hope it's a fan phase that will eventually pass)
i don't have a therapist so making a joke about it on twitter is the next best thing: the plot twist in scarlet/violet flipped some switch in my brain heavily related to my irl trauma & i've since suddenly started liking humans/human characters; how fucking weird is that ldfgsdlf
like i don't need a degree in psychology to make the connection between the shit with my mom and the events of s/v. but *that* translating into several months of confusion & depression followed by suddenly liking and drawing humans for the first time in 10 years is weird as hell
the scarvi fandom on ao3 is drying up, i've gotten no new comments in a while, definitely a selfish thing to complain about but i'm drying up like spongebob from craving positive feedback lol