i’m done. i’m tired. beyond tired. beyond exhausted. not loved not cared about not thought of nothing. nothing. nothing. i’m nothing to any and everyone. i’m nothing. i’m NOTHING. always have been nothing always will be nothing.
how tf am i ever supposed to get better when it’s just me no support no friends no village no care no support nothing nothing nothing nothing nothing nothing nothing. nothing nothing nothing !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!fuck every single person in my life actually fuck you fuck you fuck you
every man ive ever met (platonic & romantic) has turned out to be incredibly disappointing. this is not an exaggeration. no matter how sweet, or progressive or well rounded they seem as first, they always eventually do something so incredibly disappointing that i cannot get over