#moothunt#edrtwt#shedtwt intro!
I was on here in 2024 but i recovered n now im relapsing so yay🫠
Im 8 months clean from sh, but i still lurk on #shtwt , it doesn’t trigger me
18, she/her, bi
DNI: fatphobes, anti-recov/pro-ana
DNF: under 15
like/rt for moots plsls ( ̀⌄ ́)
#BreakingMySilence i dont rly want to look malnourished anymore..im lowk js aiming 4 irl skinny atm bc i like the control aspect of eds >> looking sick, altho i do see the appeal in looking sick—i def wanna lose a noticeable amount of weight
am i valid or larping being disordered
I feel so fucking obese I’ve been eating maintenance / even over some days bc I’ve been on vacation and visiting family and I’m being fucking force fed and now im terrified of getting back on the scale once im home someone save me
@MaudelleMoon Atp i can’t tell if im coping or not by telling myself slow and steady wins the race bc i feel like its true but at the same time i prolly just want an excuse to eat more and work out less LMAOOO