mars 𐐪𐑂

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[mars 𐐪𐑂 @htekcals]

um hi… so basically i’ve just completely let myself go and have been bingeing and overeating so much every single day and i actually can’t take it anymore i’m so sick of being disgusted with myself so idk if i’ll stay active on here but i’m going to change myself for better :)

[mars 𐐪𐑂 @htekcals]

just went on a 25km ride 👍 my legs are dead 💀

[mars 𐐪𐑂 @htekcals]

bro how is fruit real. shits so good it has to be made up i stg

[fiónnouala @fionnoulaeloise]

edtwt

[mars 𐐪𐑂 @htekcals]

i hate having boobs get off my fucking chest

[mars 𐐪𐑂 @htekcals]

fuck i just realised i’m gonna have to get a dress that covers my scars for formal fml that’s annoying

[mars 𐐪𐑂 @htekcals]

@R0ses_andscars tysm 🫶i hope so too lmao

[mars 𐐪𐑂 @htekcals]

i’m sorry but i’ve just been eating sm bc i’m so stressed with school. i’m going to lock tf in but rn food is like my only cope 🥲

[mars 𐐪𐑂 @htekcals]

my arms have gotten more muscly since i started bouldering and idk how to feel abt it lol. like my biceps are more toned & muscular but look bigger resting, same as my fucking forearms 😭

[mars 𐐪𐑂 @htekcals]

holy shit it’s 2025 in 4 months what the fuck omg

[eden is lovesick𖤐 @fittkalorier]

bmi high grades mediocre

[mars 𐐪𐑂 @htekcals]

@R0ses_andscars HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! hope you have the best day 💗🙌

[C. M. Kosemen @cmkosemen]

If you think raw concrete looks better than those thriving microhabitats you are destroying, you need to have that tool used on you.

[mars 𐐪𐑂 @htekcals]

update; finished my exams,they went pretty fine ngl.. now i only have 2 easy-ish ones left but still have to do my report today lol

[mars 𐐪𐑂 @htekcals]

have an exam for a book i haven’t read, a bio test for a years worth of work im behind in and a 2k word geography report that i’ve barely started DUE TOMORROW. might as well just kms tonight holyyy

[mars 𐐪𐑂 @htekcals]

have an exam for a book i haven’t read, a bio test for a years worth of work im behind in and a 2k word geography report that i’ve barely started DUE TOMORROW. might as well just kms tonight holyyy

[mars 𐐪𐑂 @htekcals]

+ i literally can’t do anything else in my life without thinking about it/watching it. i hate feeling so incompetent and fixated on one thing when i have other things to do and worry about but i love the show sm.. too much lol

[mars 𐐪𐑂 @htekcals]

guys is it bad that i watched a 5 season long show twice in 2.5 weeks? and compilations & edits of it are the only thing i’m watching on yt & i’m just thinking about it 24/7 and it took my 12 days to watch like 100 40min long episodes wtf is wrong with me.

[mars 𐐪𐑂 @htekcals]

i don’t even care if i fail all my exams i just want them to be over. i’m beyond fucking sick of school