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just a big sister who wants to be treated like a spoiled little princess

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@AnyhooAnyone Aye aye!!!!

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Finally got a rejection email from the job

To be honest I’m devastated 😔 I was imagining a life where I could save money, pay off debts, and work through my financial anxiety.. I regret being hopeful.

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@judith_naza Thank you so much for the kind words 🥹 you too friend! 🫂

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@M_ama 🫂

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@diana_ekpes Thank you. I’m trying!! 🫂

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@MutisyaBenjamin I hope so 🥹

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@Onyinyeoreakie 🫂

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@matix_scott Thank you 🫂 I will!!

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@Joushuu 🫂thank you 🥹 I hope so

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@SirfrankTTV Thank you Frank for always believing in me🫂

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@HonorableIntent Thank you🥹🫂

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Also unofficial seasonal depression, but I hate summer and feel dead inside when it’s hot

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I need summer to end my seasonal depression is so bad rn

GIMME WINTER I WANT TO FEEL ALIVE

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@meimimajohat It’s enough for a normal stream, game played and unboxing type stuff but I think it’s hard for external opportunities!

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The urge to resume to face streamer gets stronger as the riftbound love gets bigger…

But I know I’ll get so much hate and negativity if I do lol

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@Joushuu LOL

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@Nowova_ My self esteem isn’t high enough to take hate over how I look 🥲 the wombo combo of losing the anonymity plus internet hate is a tough pill to swallow LOL

But ty for the encouragement 🥰

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Had something come out that I’d been hiding from my family because I was trying to handle it myself. I’m a big girl. Now it’s caused a huge mess and I feel like an absolute failure (well, I always do, but now it’s public to my family.)

When does it get easier?

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I want a new jobbbbbbb I’m so tired of applying for new ones. I want time to clean my house and cook myself dinner like 😭😭