I will turn down money if I'm uncomfortable. I will turn down money if you have a rude, entitled, or predatory personality. I will turn down money if I'm not feeling up to it. I am not afraid to turn down money. I am a human being and not a sexy vending machine.
Functional depression is real. You work, joke around, you show kindness, take care of people around you. But mentally you're drowning in your own thoughts but still smiling and nobody knows it