estelle

probably thinking about makeup. spreading seeds of faggotry

[estelle @httpsestelle]

even awake, all i think of is their face their waist their voice. my god, their voice.

[estelle @httpsestelle]

i want them so bad its affecting my sleep

[estelle @httpsestelle]

cant sleep without seeing them (us) in all sorts of sexual situations

[estelle @httpsestelle]

@jadoreblasian LOVE your hairrr

[estelle @httpsestelle]

@8Bpencilz aww u have lovely eyes

[estelle @httpsestelle]

@steeezegod luv your makeup!

[estelle @httpsestelle]

@rpitalog gorgeouss

[estelle @httpsestelle]

i have the opportunity to do a very fucked up thing and change the trajectory of my entire life rn (i want to move to someone in particular)

[estelle @httpsestelle]

@Inglourious_len wow

[estelle @httpsestelle]

@sirianangelz LUV your hair

[estelle @httpsestelle]

@gy3najm3 u look lovely!

[estelle @httpsestelle]

@Blackwlwdaily me when

[estelle @httpsestelle]

going to do so much better with keeping in touch with my friends, esp the ones that i don't see as often

[estelle @httpsestelle]

this show is about me, not us

[estelle @httpsestelle]

i am allowed to want something else, and i do want something else right now.

[estelle @httpsestelle]

i love that everytime i make a new friend, other of my friends flock to them and form their own bonds with them. i love that. but honest to god, i am many things but a recruitment agent is not one.

[estelle @httpsestelle]

this is my last time of sharing anyone. i don't want to share a friend with another friend any longer, i am in search of a person that isn't friends with anyone else i'm friends with.

[estelle @httpsestelle]

tired of my entire life being one giant interrwining loop, i am looking to break out of that in fact.

[estelle @httpsestelle]

this is my last time of sharing anyone. i don't want to share a friend with another friend any longer, i am in search of a person that isn't friends with anyone else i'm friends with.

[estelle @httpsestelle]

not even in a self depreciating way, but in the sense that i am able to take my head out of my own ass and live for myself on my terms because in the grand scheme of things, nobody matters and i am not that important. i am just another person, there is no need to be shy

[estelle @httpsestelle]

this being my big lesson of this retrograde, but also my lesson every single year.

[estelle @httpsestelle]

i am not that important