Mistress Madelon, @bendtomywhims, has nurtured my crushes on Target cashiers. With that in mind I have a dialogue in my head: "Cute skirt and diapers, sissy. You could lose 15 pounds. Also, the security tag is still on there. Wear that outfit and go ask Cassie to clip it off."
When you're a diaper sissy under the thumb of Mistress Madelon, @bendtomywhims, it doesn't matter if you want to just go get some ice at the hotel you're staying at with your folks. You WILL take foolish risks and crinkle down the hall, terrified...and cumming from the exposure.
My crush Katie once wore tight yellow shorts like this I think about 30 years later. Now I dream of a life of being feminized and diapered 24-7 with no escape. And under Mistress Madelon, @bendtomywhims, I might get that dream/nightmare and also have Katie see me just like this.
Of course I'm nervous and fidgeting. I am, after all, wearing my sister-in-law's bra and bikini bottom while she shops with my wife and brother-in-law. But still, even if the neighbors are out, as a sissy ruled by Mistress Madelon, @Bendtomywhims, I must take foolish risks.
I hated confession as a Catholic kid. Mumbling my secrets to a weirdo priest. I don't really like it much now as a non-Catholic adult. But it's good for the pansy soul and so I confess my diaper sins to the high priestess of lost sissies, Mistress Madelon, aka @bendtomywhims.
Visiting Civil War sites with elderly parents. Wholesome. But what's a deviant diaper sissy under the thumb of Mistress Madelon, @bendtomywhims, do in the hotel, even though his mom and dad's room is RIGHT next to his? Crawl in the hall of course. And then RUN when spotted.
Sure I've never fucked a woman, including my wife. And Mistress Madelon, @bendtomywhims, would now never allow me to enter any pussy. But at least as a sissy I can make sweet, crinkly moaning love to a package of adult diapers. The squirt felt so good and utterly soul-destroying
I'm not gay. I don't find men attractive. And yet I often fantasize about being in my diapers and sissy shirt just like this and being on my knees sucking a man's cock while he holds my hair and slaps my face and records it for Mistress Madelon. But again, I'm not gay.
I've had a 30-year crush on a girl named Katie (she friend-zoned me harshly at 19) and Mistress Madelon knows I once stole Katie's hairbrush and smelled it for years. I also once took this pic and think of Katie seeing it one day. Maybe she'd see me as dating material finally?
One day as my mom went to her chemo treatment and my dad accompanied her I stayed at their place and spent the time parading around the house in her pilfered swimsuit and then went outside to stand on the porch, forgetting that neighbors probably have doorcams. Oops.
This is my clitty and you can see why it's never been inside a pussy. This is my clitty inside a pair of panties a girl gave me as a reward for writing her college papers. Don't worry, she didn't spend a lot on me: Dollar store panties. But she did toss in one of her tampons.
My wife was once inside a mall and I pulled up outside of it in this ensemble, complete with diapers and sissy gear. She thought I was at the hospital visiting my ailing father. Nope. I was a prancing diaper fag in the parking lot being seen by three women inside a car.
Mistress Madelon made me subscribe to my family member's OnlyFans and I dream of her seeing me in diapers and my wife's bra and using the information against me. I also want her to send me her panties so I can wear them and squirt into them for her and Mistress Madelon.
I once wore this bikini bottom--my wife's--to Coney Island and two French girls came over giggling and made me take pics with them. I couldn't resist. One stood next to me, gripping the waistband, keeping me from moving. They loved the sissy fag. That pic exists somewhere. π³
I'm a 51-year-old married virgin. Never been inside a woman. But! I also never learned how to jerk off properly so never used my hand to do so. Since first cumming at 15, I've only squirted while wearing panties or diapers, rubbing the outside of them and depositing the gunk.
I stole diapers from Grandpa's hospice room; I've never fucked my wife; I dream of a beloved relative dominating me; and I love wearing my sister's panties. Thankfully Mistress Madelon, @bendtomywhims, accepts me perversions and all and pushes me to be the best sissy in Her lair.
Away from wife, alone in hotel...what's a diaper sissy to do?
1. Cuff self and truly struggle to escape (scary!)
2. Tape on thick Pampers, edge for hours, dreaming of incontinence
3. Cry
4. Thank god my God, Mistress Madelon (@bendtomywhims), is my owner and eternal tormentor.