fomo so bad I gotta force myself to go to sleep WHAT DO YOU MEAN I GOTTA BE UNCONSCIOUS FOR 7 HOURS THINK OF ALL THE FUN AMAZING STUFF I COULD BE DOING
the thing is that as a kid I also considered it to be fairly normal so it's hard to estimate how bad things actually were god is this what people go to therapy for
like I know my parents to be pretty chill and emotionally mature people now but then I also have memories of them being so fucking unhinged back when I was a kid I js feel that I'm missing a ton of lore there