many of you have seen my tweets about duoing with my ex.
the amount of people in my DMs asking for updates is insane.
so here's the update.
we talked. not in game. actually talked.
3 hours on the phone.
the kind of conversation where you forget what time it is and suddenly it's 4am.
she saw everything. the tweets. the clip.
the one about her hands on the keyboard.
"i didn't know you still thought about me like that" she said.
honestly? i didn't either. not until i wrote it down.
something about putting it into words made it real.
we talked about why it fell apart the first time.
i always thought i had to choose. her or the grind.
like loving something meant abandoning everything else.
she told me she never asked me to quit.
just wanted to feel like we were on the same team.
i didn't get it back then.
thought she was asking me to choose.
she wasn't.
we both fucked up the first time.
i made her feel like she came second.
she made me feel like i had to choose.
neither of us said what we actually needed.
turns out we were both bad at saying what we actually meant.
too young to know that loving someone and chasing something don't have to compete.
so yeah. we're trying again.
not just duo. the whole thing.
i'm still me. the coaching isn't stopping.
the content isn't slowing down. the grind continues.
she's back in the lobby.
no promises. no pressure.
just seeing what happens when two people stop running from what worked.
we're older now. less ego. less need to be right.
just two people who finally grew up enough to try again.
study the Saskio & Rins way
many of you have seen my tweets about duoing with my ex.
the amount of people in my DMs asking for updates is insane.
so here's the update.
we talked. not in game. actually talked.
3 hours on the phone.
the kind of conversation where you forget what time it is and suddenly it's 4am.
she saw everything. the tweets. the clip.
the one about her hands on the keyboard.
"i didn't know you still thought about me like that" she said.
honestly? i didn't either. not until i wrote it down.
something about putting it into words made it real.
we talked about why it fell apart the first time.
i always thought i had to choose. her or the grind.
like loving something meant abandoning everything else.
she told me she never asked me to quit.
just wanted to feel like we were on the same team.
i didn't get it back then.
thought she was asking me to choose.
she wasn't.
we both fucked up the first time.
i made her feel like she came second.
she made me feel like i had to choose.
neither of us said what we actually needed.
turns out we were both bad at saying what we actually meant.
too young to know that loving someone and chasing something don't have to compete.
so yeah. we're trying again.
not just duo. the whole thing.
i'm still me. the coaching isn't stopping.
the content isn't slowing down. the grind continues.
she's back in the lobby.
no promises. no pressure.
just seeing what happens when two people stop running from what worked.
we're older now. less ego. less need to be right.
just two people who finally grew up enough to try again.
study the Saskio & Rins way
Here is how i made VFX for Veto transformation. There is so much but i tried to fit as much as i could.
I will post rigging next!
#VALORANT#aftereffects#tutorial
My heart goes out to the people in Hong Kong and Tai Po 💛 I hope this donation will help support as many as possible.
If anyone would like to donate, here is a great list of organizations if you wish to help and support ⬇️
https://t.co/axTfLa75wr
Screenshot this. Save it. Print it out and put it up. If you are reading this I wish you nothing but the utmost happiness and joy for both you and your friends and that the shadows that haunt you at this time wither in the light soon to come. You will make it through.
GUYS
THE ARKNIGHTS AVEMUJICA LEAK GETS EVEN FUNNIER
THIS INTERN IS SO COOKED AND ITS NOT EVEN THEIR FAULT THAT THE PEOPLE RESPONSIBLE FOR THE STUDIO TOUR VIDEO DIDNT DOUBLE CHECK THE CONTENT
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
In arknights there is a race of angels (sankta) that use guns as their main holy weapon.
However there is no gunpowder in their world. The gun and each bullet are magical staves, making every gun user a talented mage.
Their god is also a precursor machine
Whenever you can, be kind to yourselves.
Take a deep breath, go outside, feel the sun or rain on your skin, and then take some time to live for yourself.
You don't always have to be productive. You don't have to be working towards something.
Some days, you just have to be.
Finished watching the Nyanners stream speaking about her time at VShojo. There are some crazy things in there:
-At the time she left, VShojo owed Nyanners the equivalent of a Mercedes S-Class (~$117K I'm bad with cars but someone can confirm in comments). This was a major reason for her departure.
-She was swatted during a sponsor stream and had to continue streaming after/ keep smiling on camera after law enforcement came at her door. VShojo never paid her for it.
-She still has nightmares about the swatting incident. It left deep emotional scars.
-She said she kept telling herself, “at least I’ll be paid.” But she wasn’t. This was back then when she first started and needed the money more.
-She would ask for it. They claimed they didn’t have her payment info, but had literally sent her a payment 2 weeks prior.
-After leaving VShojo, she made more in a few months than she did in years with them, partly because they hadn’t been paying her properly.
-VShojo had an expired business license at the time of her and Vei’s departure, which was one of the key factors that allowed them to exit the company.
-She was discouraged from having a lawyer review her contract. When she did, it was used against her: “Wow, she’s so heartless, she’s talking to us through a lawyer.”
-After leaving, remaining talents were told they were "troublemakers" or outright lied to. She says she was “painted in an unsavory light.”
-Vei was under an NDA that blocked her from talking to the others, isolating her and preventing discussion.
-Vei in chat adds: Part of the company’s terms for her exit was announcing her and Silver’s departures at the same time, to avoid panic.
She says this was done to make it seem like they were leaving as friends, even though the decision was individual and they hadn’t spoken about it.
-Vei in chat: “With how long it took them to pay me back with my lawyer pestering them 24/7 about it, I bet they used other talents’ sponsor money for it. Like getting a loan to pay for a loan.”
-Vei in chat adds: they didn’t get paid for sponsors from 2021–2023, and that VShojo fans pushed a false narrative that they were greedy or left because of boyfriends.
-Nyanners says her lawyer was audibly horrified during the contract call ;sighing and saying, “some of this is ridiculous.”
-On the topic of corporations: Some corpos encourage or even astroturf false narratives to protect their image, she adds.
-On the Ironmouse charity funds: “Who steals from charity?(...) To screw over the face of the company like that (...) This is comically evil.”
-Mouse always wanted VShojo to succeed, which makes the betrayal even worse.
-Panini (ex-staff) gets good praise. Nyanners felt bad some staff thought she disliked her after leaving.
-VShojo owes everything to the talents.
-She wanted to leave before her contract was up but wasn’t allowed to say anything.
-“It sucks we all put our trust in these people. We believed in them.”
-She stayed because she believed in the mission, even though there were cracks from the beginning.
-Vei was the first to say, “We need a lawyer,” and got a lot of hate for it. Nyanners says they both got unfairly smeared.
-She doesn’t blame fans or talents for believing VShojo’s image; she believed it too.
-Praises Aethel for always supporting her and never influencing her decision to leave. He didn’t deserve the rumors or criticism he received when she left the company.
-Thought the new wave with Henya might mean they got their act together, or rewrote the contracts but it seems they didn’t.
-On Kson: She tuned into her stream and said it was “unreal.” Called Kson a legend for confronting the JP CEO live and telling him she quit.
-Ranted a bit about IRL stream backpacks—lots of tech issues.
-Ends saying she never thought she’d talk about this until this situation blew up, thought she’d “take it to the grave.” and never have an opportunity to clear her name
Hope I got everything. Dropping the full link below
Doki confirmed she was the one that did the 10k donation, that money didnt come up out of nowhere, shes been saving up to buy her own house/appartment, but decided that some of that money would serve a greater purpose and it could even save some lives
#Birdseaters