i'm getting attached i HATE getting attached i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it! i feel crazy!!! talk to me more!!!! why are you not talking to me rn???
i miss you.
and I’m not saying that because I’m waiting for you to walk back into my life. I just miss your presence. I miss the random, everyday conversations and the quiet comfort of knowing you were a phone call away. Whenever something good or chaotic happens, my immediate instinct is still to reach for my phone to tell you, only to be hit with the sudden reminder that I can't anymore.
the moment he came into my life, i knew we weren’t meant to be. the gap was too big, different backgrounds. but somehow i wanted to make it work. and it didn’t. i expected it but why ya Allah, why? my heart aches so bad whenever i think of him