tadi liat orang sibuk kerja terus gue mikir.. damnn, even if i disappeared tomorrow, the world would still keep going. even if i embarrass myself today, life still goes on. SOOO why am i so scared of embarrassing myself? just do it. if i fail, i learn. if i win, that’s a bonus 𑣲
sejujurnya nangis karena kasian ama diri sendiri itu rasanya beda.
It’s not angry crying, it’s exhausted crying. Lu nangisin versi lu yang udah berjuang keras tapi jarang dapet break or appreciation even from yourself.
Peluk jauh untuk mereka yang sedang in a phase of trying to make peace with all the disappointment, without having to blame anyone for the pain they’re feeling. Itu memang salah satu tahap paling berat dalam life, but trust me and believe, you will get through this.