Have you ever wanted to tell your parents that their poor parenting caused deep emotional trauma, affecting your ability to form healthy relationships in adulthood… but you held back because you realized they lack the intellectual ability and
I cried alone, vented alone, calmed my anxiety attacks alone, felt alone, advised myself alone, spend time alone. No one lived my life, nor cried my tears, so no one has the right to judge my way of being.
that feeling when u wanna start being mean & heartless because being nice got you nowhere in life but you know deep down in your heart that’s not who you really are
Realizing that when others are far from their parents, they would call each day to share about their day and yap about it.
Either venting or just telling.
I remembered that before this I overhead my friends telling their parents some funny story about our friends group and their parents just laugh together.
Meanwhile me, be like
"You could tell them this?"
NO ONE TALKS ABOUT HOW FUCKING HARD IT IS TO EXPLAIN "I WANT TO DO IT. I HAVE TIME TO DO IT. I KNOW HOW TO DO IT. AND MY BRAIN IS NOW OVERWHELMED WITH WHERE TO START, SO I WILL NOT FUCKING START."
Just so you know, she used this to say because I ate at night that's why I woke up late.
Didn't even bother to know If I actually sleep so soundly. All she see was 'oversleep'.
How mentally tired I am?
How loud my mind was at night?
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I was so hungry last night at 8 p.m because last time I ate was at 1 p.m in the afternoon. At first I don't to eat but then I felt lightheaded so decided to make something to eat.
Yeah, I was too tired sometimes and oversleept, didn't hear the alarm. Woke up at 6.40 a.m to the sound of her nagging as if I never want to wake up.
"Do you know what oversleep does to our body and mind?!"
Well do you even know how many hours I sleep?