Lmao what if in the future chenle will do a live at his house, saying someone visited him while looking behind the camera and smiling then we’ll hear mark’s laugh
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chenle said it’s been almost 10 years since he’s felt this emotional 🥹
he said the last time was when he had to leave his mom to move into the dorms. he was scared, missed her so much, and cried every single day back then 🥹
he said maybe he used up all his tears at that time, because after that he barely cries anymore.
he shared that today at the afterparty he drank for the first time in a while, and surprisingly alcohol made him feel nothing. like his emotions just turned to stone
he said on the way to dinner he got emotional again watching performance clips, but after drinking those feelings disappeared.
then he said what he actually wanted to talk about on stage was his mom…
he said he’s similar to her in that way. she doesn’t cry either, even his dad rarely cries, but his mom almost never does at all 🥹
but during covid, his mom was worried about him being alone in korea, and even though she had gone back home for a bit and couldn’t return because of the situation, she eventually made a big decision to come back alone, quarantined for weeks in a hotel just to take care of him 🥹
he said when she finally came home, the house was a mess because he had been living alone and not really taking care of things, and they ended up arguing about it… and that was when his mom cried 🥹😭
he said he still feels guilty about that to this day, making his mom cry 🥹
he said if he had talked about this on stage, he would’ve completely broken down
he said he did apologize back then, but it still stays in his heart and thinking about it still bothers him 🥹
he said that he’s usually a good son, but that time felt like a late phase of rebellion.
so today he only thought about mentioning it, but felt like he’d cry, so he just said thank you and didn’t go into it 🥹
he also said even when he drinks he doesn’t really get drunk, he just felt like talking a lot today.
then he mentioned jisung, saying jisung texted him earlier saying he’s calmed down now, and that “my youth” is such a good song.
chenle said he didn’t expect jisung to cry that much, and even though he joked at first hoping he would cry, seeing him actually cry like that made his heart hurt and he admitted jisung was part of the reason he got emotional too 🥺
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chenle said today’s concert was basically one long crisis for him.
he said from “hello future” it already didn’t feel normal, then during rainbow when the other members suddenly got emotional it became a huge crisis, and even the rainbow bridge part got shaky 🥹
he said from rainbow all the way to box stage he kept getting choked up the whole time.
then he said he felt a bit better when jisung cracked his voice and it made him laugh, but starting from moonlight all the way to trigger the fever it hit him again 🥹
during the encore he was having fun, but when jisung got emotional during “my youth” it hit him again, and from dear dream he said he almost couldn’t hold it in anymore 🥹
he said for graduation he couldn’t even sing, if he sang, he would’ve completely broken down.
then he joked that people probably want to see him cry, imagining it’d look pretty, but for him it’s the opposite. his face gets all swollen and he looks really ugly so it’s better not to see it 😭
he said he always jokes about wanting to cry, but when it actually got real like this, he realized he really didn’t want to cry and wanted to hold it in 🥹
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