I hope one day I’m rewarded for my authenticity and kindness rather than taken advantage of or punished for it. I’ve not once caught a break in my life. My first memory is of violence, of my father throwing my mom into a window before I could even walk or talk. It’s never gotten better.
But I’ve never gotten bitter. I stay who I am. I don’t hurt people. I don’t lie to people. I take care of who I can. I married an awful person just to make sure her kids had someone stable in their life and who actually listens to them.
I try to be the person I wish I had. Will I ever get my positivity returned to me? I don’t know.
What broke me? My wife crashed her car with the kids with her, because she can’t put down her fucking phone. My friend has died of cancer a couple months prior and a manager at my work made me feel like everyone hated e to the point where I wanted to kill myself. So I went on leave and just bought things to fill the void. Now I’m stuck in debt and don’t know what to do.
I with I saw this earlier.
I’ve been burned so many times. The only reason why I’m in the trenches is because I had a mental health episode with zero support even though I had a wife. She just made things worse by not caring. So i tried to cope and just ended up in debt. Now I’m in debt and trying to claw my way out. I just wish someone would help me get a clean slate. Or a cleaner slate. I don’t want this life man. I’m not here to get rich.
@pandaa 50k. I had a mental health crisis and a shitty wife who didn’t offer emotional support. I was on y own and tried to cope. Now I’m still paying for it.
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