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i have very big dreams..all i wanna do is succeed..be the best version of myself...
i believe in gender equality if you wanna call me feminist i don't mind..

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Instagram is new style is so pathetic because now I cannot operate my Instagram on my tablet anymore.I don’t know whose brilliant idea was it to change the layout of Instagram reels completely.why would a business decide to change its delivery style with no or minimal preparation

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I can’t wait to be with him and reassure him that he’s going to be better. He needs to feel better. I just need my balance so so so much…And I know they need me to this point… I’ve cried enough in the last three days to let all my emotions out and now I’m able to think clearly

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Strong and I’m ready to fight this with my father. He’s feeling weak right now, but I’m sure I can talk him out of it. He’s a little baby who’s scared of needles or doctors and all of a sudden we have put him in front of so many doctors alone.

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You know it’s insane how the people you wanted always in your corner and who were your strength when they fall sick when they feel weak and you want to help them, but you feel absolutely devastating inside to see them weak

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Fuck everything,….commit all sins…have all

Bad virtues…because there is no god or reward for good

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Basically what we believed is a God is all a move point there is nothing called a God there is an asshole watching all over us and he wants criminals, abusers and bad people to survive and he’s just playing around with good people.. this earth is not a place you wanted to be in

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My father got diagnosed with cancer in his multiple part of his body, and it’s in advanced stage,.. why is it that good people are getting diseases and bad people really bad people I just surviving or thriving

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Regardless, I’m just grateful that all of them have been trying to make me happy.. seriously my parents, my brother my sister are working so hard to arrange my marriage. I think I was not even ready, but I am ready now.

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She acts ok and ignores all his mistakes. She only fight with her in-laws, which is her choice or maybe your emotional weakness. Do not see that her love is cheating while the toxic in-laws imposes her with responsibilities.

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You know what I did I tried to the absolute amazing Indian tactic of tying him rakhi so he thinks me like her sister and stops thinking about me in any sexual ways.. and somehow it worked he stopped, but I’m sure he has been cheating on my sister

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But nobody is reading this so I can tell.. he tried to sexually assault me touched me inappropriately so many times tried to take advantage of me when I was drunk.. even try to bully him into kissing him

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You know why I am so scared in life. I’m pretty sure my brother-in-law is cheating on my sister. You know why I’m sure it’s a secret.

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She’s cute little person who does things and cares for my family like I always wanted my family too be

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I don’t know what it is about her mother that I really love. She is super cute like me where it seems that she hasn’t been loved the way she deserves. I just hope I really can reciprocate her love without any prejudices.

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His family and he are great.. and I need to start thinking about the half glass full which is having a lot of love and respect for me than glass half empty, which is limited physical intimacy

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But at least I know now that he would be loyal he’s not going anywhere no matter how angry he is.. but I wish he would just feel excited about my body, especially my boobs and make me come for him

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You know what is the strangest part that bothers me we haven’t had complete sex. He never initiate physical intimacy, and I sometimes come across as hungry lioness who wants to go all the way through.. not sure if that can be a problem in the relationship in the future

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My future husband to be calling me should I pick it up?

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My brain always tells me that I have to mature so I love drinking, which allows me to act weird like a kid and my brain cannot stop me

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I like that kid who never wanted to grow up but responsibly made me mature so I think like an adult who is always there for people if they need me, but I wanna live like a kid who’s cute, annoying, and irrational