I need to get over my need to be mothered. I sabotage myself so much looking and yearning for something that only my dead mother could give. Yoh hay bakithi! I constantly fuck myself and other people over cause of my inability to accept that I'll never find what I'm looking for
iNgonyama uMisuZulu will grow in confidence, conviction and decisiveness that his father had. This was the first time, early in his reign that he had to address such a volatile issue in the country. Heโll grow.