@YamiGotMilk inconsistent, don’t know what they want/not dating with intention, confused, still in love with an ex, want me to be the man. it feels like i am chasing ghosts almost? this is the most fems i’ve dated this yr and i’ve never been so exhausted. oh and the dishonesty/secrets!
I would REALLY REALLY REALLY recommend trying to feel your feelings in the moment somatically instead of intellectualizing them or you'll end up like me (processing a year's worth of intense and varied emotions all at the same time until I somewhat lose touch with reality) :)