It’s been a very hard year I was seating and thinking how we gonna survive this year when barista I know brought me the coffee I didn’t order and said this is for me.
I felt his care for me and what almost got me into tears is that that feeling is so rare lately in my life.
Selfnote 1
Why run ads when you are busy:
- restarting pipeline is more expensive then keep it flowing.
- you always can find time for qualifying calls
- you don't want to be back in a situation when you are not busy anymore and there are no leads
- book shoots when not busy
And if they offer you a cheat code to skip the pain, don't take it. Ask instead for one person who can be with you while you endure it.
A life without pain is the true defeat of a human being. And pain in loneliness is a cruelty no one deserves.
If vou feel cold and lonelv and can't sleep and it feels like everything is falling apart all the time, I am hugging you with all my heart and want you to know that vou are absolutely amazing. And I promise you, if you continue your fight being true to vourself, you'll see why
All my life all my efforts were undermined by a narcissistic egomaniac politician in the country of residence. I changed 3 countries and in each one one asshole f*ed everything up for everyone. And there was no difference he comes from the right or left.
If you decide to try something you wanted to do for a long time go all in. All in means - no plan B it's either this or nothing. You won't regret failure from honest and fully committed action. You will regret not trying or doing it half assed. All or nothing.
If you think in absolutes you can't take the truth because very often it will contradict your beliefs or will force you to change them. The example will be if you follow a certain ideology. That's your blind spot.
We don't age. Our body does. I am the same rebel kid that refused to live within corporate norms of endless meetings and ass kissing. And even though my life is much harder because of that I'll take that freedom over miserable comfort every fucking day.
You can be surrounded by people. Busy as hell. Share a meal or a laugh. And yet be so lonely. On empty streets and corridors sometimes you want a warm "How are you kid?"
"You got this" pick up the phone call someone who might need to hear those words.